a journey in sexual discovery...

Truthful Tuesday

2009-02-10T11:21:00.003-05:00

As you may have noticed, it's been some time since my last post. This is partly because I've been very busy involved in new ventures but mainly because my blogging interest has waned. I hadn't seen Vic and Alyssa in over three months. In the last month or so I'd been, well I want to say I'd been thinking, but really it was more a feeling. I've been feeling that it was time to let our sexual escapades come to an end. There were no arguments. I wasn't mad at anyone, or vice versa. I just felt like it was finished. I didn't care either way if I had sex with him (or erotic play with her) anymore. And I felt that wasn't a good position to be in. You shouldn't feel indifferent towards your lover. This is not to say I feel indifferent towards Vic as a friend. I still care about him. Even after the talk we had last week.

Late last week Victor and I had a talk in which we decided to end things. Totally. No sex, no friendship, no nothing. That wasn't exactly what I'd wanted. I thought we'd remain friends even after removing sex from the equation. This next section is what I felt and wrote immediately after our discussion:

The end. I felt like crying. Oddly enough he brought it up and not the other way around. I didn't realize. I guess I just never really thought about saying good bye. He's been a part of my life for almost 8 yrs. He was always there to talk to and now, gone, just like that. I'm not very good about letting people go. He was my first and a good friend, a confidante, an adviser, a listener. He really cared. I guess when you really care you do have to let them go, right? And even though it's basically what I wanted, I didn't expect it to feel like this. It's most definitely a loss. There's an ache in my chest right now, where I'm holding the tears. Maybe I'll let them go later. But I wanted to get this down while it's fresh in my mind.

I thought we were on the same page. No more sex, but keep the friendship. That's what I thought, that's what I wanted. But he wanted a break altogether which really threw me. He said our relationship was throwing him off. Which I didn't really ever think about. But I guess I should have. Vic had started another blog entry a couple weeks back about the two females in his life and the roles we played and how it all worked. He never finished it but I remember a bit of it. He wrote about how it was weird that he could have a loving wife at home and still miss me so much. And I don't know how often I was brought up in their bedroom and how that might've made Alyssa feel about things.

She once told Vic that she couldn't dislike me if she wanted to cause I was so nice. But I'm sure being reminded of your partner's desire for another woman during moments of intimacy with him could get to you. I certainly don't want to nor did I plan to come between them as I care a lot for them. They're great people. Ours was an unorthodox situation. And one of course that I knew was never to be a forever deal. But who knew the end would hurt like this.

That's what I wrote last week, started before we'd even finished talking. I didn't cry that day, although it hurt. I have to respect his wishes and because I care for him I want him happy. Alyssa too. I wish them a (continued) great life together. I'll miss them.

And so with the end of our relationship comes the end of my blogging. I won't shut it down because others may stumble upon it and enjoy reading it. I have one more story to tell but I wasn't sure I should, all things considered. Please leave comments and you can let me know if you'd like to read about our last intimate encounter. I've enjoyed sharing my journey with you.

Sex and "The City"

2009-01-12T13:14:00.009-05:00

The next day Vic woke me up with a gentle kiss. As sunlight peeked through the blinds, he and Alyssa were starting to engage in sex play. I lay next to them, still drowsy but enjoying the show. Vic kissed me, then focused more on Alyssa. The two of them were hot and heavy right off. Vic got on, got in and got busy! This was fun to watch first thing in the morning. Before long Alyssa was moaning, her inhales becoming audible accents to the other sights and sounds of sex. Victor pumped and she pushed, his cock pistoning in and out, faster and harder. I could tell when Alyssa came of course, as she tends to be pretty vocal. I could also tell when Vic was about to let loose. With a low humming growl, he his released penis, pressed it onto Alyssa's stomach and came. Great way to start a morning in my book!

We lay together for a few minutes and I found out it was Vic's first time cumming. Which meant that although he'd gotten Alyssa off and worn ME out the night before, he hadn't even found release! I hadn't realized it and my respect for him shot up another notch. Here was a man willing to work hard at giving his lovers pleasure and he hadn't completed his own.

Vic invited me to hang out with him and Alyssa. They were going to Central Park. Of course I agreed, it's been some time since I'd been there myself. So after breakfast we walked down the block and hopped on the train. When we exited the subway we noticed there was a street fair going on. We walked around, browsing a little at the different booths. I bought a rather unique piece of jewelry and Alyssa purchased an exotic little jewelry box. As we got closer to Central Park, Alyssa had an unfortunate run in with a pigeon, or should I say his excrement. So we made a quick detour into the Time Warner building. That is a really nice building, filled not only with stores but interesting art pieces. While Alyssa handled her situation Vic and I took a few pics by paintings and sculptures. When she rejoined us we took a few more pics and walked out into the sun.

It was a beautiful day. I mean warm temperatures, no wind, an almost cloudless sky. You almost couldn't tell it was October. It was simply beautiful. The three of us walked lazily, stopping to take pictures every now and then. We joked about the going's -on around us and just enjoyed spending time together. This was a first for us. We'd never just hung out with each other without sex being part of the equation. I found that I really liked it. We spent hours together doing nothing more than talking, laughing and observing. Our trio nibbled pretzels on a bench in large path covered by tall trees, and the scene was gorgeous. It was a moment you wish you could freeze in time. There was nothing particularly "special" about it and that's what made it special to me.

New Year, New Sexcapades

2009-01-12T12:34:00.009-05:00

First I'd like to say Happy New Year! I hope everyone enjoyed the holidays and this new year is off to a good start. It may seem like I've forgotten the blog but between work and the holidays (very busy holidays) I haven't had the time to blog.

I've missed it, as well as missing Victor and Alyssa. Believe it or not I haven't seen my bed buddies in a couple of months. I think I'm starting to go through withdrawal. But hopefully that will be remedied soon. Then I'll have even more to write about. Vic and I, of course, have kept communication open. We've talked about reconnecting and things we'd like to do that we haven't gotten around to yet (take a look at the list). But don't worry, there are more posts to come!

Kiss and Tell

2008-12-25T20:50:00.006-05:00

I'd like to wish everyone happy holidays! Whether you celebrate or not I hope everyone reading this is well, and not only during this season, but year round.

Christmas in particular brings to mind many things, like gifts, trees and mistletoe. And since mistleote means kissing, I'll latch on to that. Kissing is something that I love to do. I've never really thoguht about why I like it so much. It may be a combination of my sensual nature - I'm one who loves things that feel and smell good. Well pretty much anything that stimulates my senses is a hit in my book, but especially, things having to do with touch and taste.

Which brings me to the second part of the combination. I sometimes think I have a bit of an oral fixation. I like to have something in my mouth or be doing something with my mouth, much of the time. And I'm not much of a talker. So maybe it was a natural thing for me to so thoroughly enjoy kissing.

I adore kissing Victor. When he and I kiss things tend to get very steamy. We'll start off slow, with small busses and soon our tongues are involved. The heat and slickness, the sharing of breaths makes for a very intimate exercise. The mating of mouths is a delectable pasttime, one I like to indulge in as often as possible. Especially with a partner like Vic.

Kissing has given me a couple of surprises. One thing I found out is that since it's a very intimate activity, it's not something you want to do with just anyone. I've had sex a couple of times and not kissed the person I was with. A couple of people I know don't even like kissing, and that kind of boggles my mind. What's not to like about it? But I know I don't like it with just anyone.

Another revelation kissing's given me is that I enjoy kissing women. Well maybe I should qualify that statement and say that I like kissing Alyssa. I relish kissing her almost as much as Vic. I delight in locking lips with them both, but they're very different. I don't know if its because she's a woman or just because she's a different person. I just know I have good time when our mouths meet.

I'm not sure I'd be open to kissing another woman. I won't, however, veto the idea because I never once thought I'd kiss someone of the same sex, let alone like it. So, who knows? If the opportunity and inclination arise within our trysts, it's possible. I'm learning almost anything's possible when you combine imagination, sex and willing people. And I am loving the possibilities!

Twice the Taboo, Double the Fun (Part 2)

2008-12-14T22:37:00.004-05:00

Victor had left the room for a second. When he came back Alyssa and I were very cozy, laying close together. Our hands were lightly touching each other and our lips were connected. I'm sure it got him excited and that was the plan. I thought it'd be cool to do one of the things he talks about so frequently, without being led into it by him. Little did Vic know, we had planned the "surprise" kiss, via email. While he was out of the room I kind of signaled to Alyssa, she giggled but moved in closer. What we didn't know was that he didn't want to disturb us. He wanted us to keep going as he got back into bed. But she and I broke apart to include him in our fun.

While she continued to cool down I was getting revved up. Vic leaned over to kiss me and eased his body over mine. Moving his mouth over to my neck, I had a little jolt. I'm so sensitive and my neck is one of my spots. A moist path was created as he let his mouth lead him, over my breasts, stopping at my nipples. Wet kisses rained down my side into the little junction where hip meets pubis. Alyssa ran soft fingertips along my collarbone, arm and breasts. Vic's kisses moved down to land lightly on my inner thighs. Another one of my spots. He took his time easing up and onto my mound.

Eyes locked with mine, his tongue snaked out to touch my clit. Yess! I'm remembering the feeling as I write this and it was Good. I had sooo missed this. I was in heaven as Vic licked all around my wet kitty, making me purr. Well not really but I'm sure I felt like it. I got even wetter as he continued lapping at me, but all too soon he rose. But I wasn't disappointed because I was in for another treat, that hard, healthy cock of his.

Vic positioned himself over me and ran his finger around my opening before lowering his body over me and his cock into me. His penis met a warm, wet welcome as he pressed inside. Going slowly, he upped the tempo steadily. The press of his cock into me felt wonderful. The friction, the depth, was just... satisfying. My hands clenched and slid over his body as Alyssa's hands skimmed my body. Victor drove in harder and Alyssa reached a hand out to his hip. She was helping him thrust into me, urging him on! That made me even hotter.

We were reaching the point of no return, when Vic stopped and pulled out. Before I could protest he patted my thigh and said "let's do doggy." So I turned over onto my hands and knees, Alyssa lay on her side next me and Vic got behind me. I opened my legs wider and he pushed back inside me. Mmm, it was almost like a heat seeking missile and was I ever hot.

He impaled me with his savory cock and built up his momentum. Soon he was hammering in and out, in and out, in and... So hot and fast, so goood. It was incredible - incredibly intense! The sensations had me going crazy. He was really giving it to me. I was humming and moaning into the pillow and shaking until I couldn't take anymore! My legs gave out and I fell to the bed. Vic blew my mind that night. I didn't even know my toes were numb until the feeling came back in tingles. I lay on my stomach, looked over to my right and told Alyssa, "That was nice." She laughed.

I didn't told them that night, but it was the best time had with my sex buddies so far... And I definitely plan on repeating as often as possible.

TMI Tuesday - First Week of December

2008-12-09T12:06:00.006-05:00

Getting to know a little more about me...

1. Do you consider sexy underthings a present for you or your partner?
It's a gift for both of us. Wearing it would make me feel even sexier when I'm with him which serves a purpose for me and if he gets a kick out of seeing me in it well, there you go. A win-win in my book.

2. What are 3 characteristics of "your type"? Have you best relationship(s) been been with your type or when you have gone against it?
I don't have much of a type. I've been with all sorts of guys. I like guys who can make me laugh and for the most part I have kept to that. If I had to pinpoint a "type" it would be someone who could be my friend as well as a lover. Loyal, trustworthy, someone who's concerned with all aspects of my well being, and knows how to have fun. Someone who's willing and looking to share new things with me, both inside and outside of the bedroom. And someone who is comfortable with himself.

I'd have to say my best relationships have been with guys who may exhibit 1 or 2 of the things I like in a man. None of them has ever had it all. I'm still holding out for him.

3. What is on your Santa list this year?
Actually, the first thing that popped into my head was a threesome, with 2 guys. I guess that's been on my mind a lot lately. Who knows, maybe it'll happen soon. I'd also like a particular beauty and skin care gift set. Money's always on the list. I'd like a new cell phone and realistic dildo. Oh, and more sex! I think that's about it. (I'd like to see what's on some of your Santa lists. Leave some comments letting me know.)

4. Generally speaking, who has historically had a higher libido, you or your partner(s)?
So far, it's been my partners with the higher libido. Sex is fun and can be really, really intense, but when I don't get any I'm not climbing the walls. Plus I'm not used to having sex on a regular basis. I think if I did have sex more often my appetite would grow.

5. The unsculptured female bush seems to have passed from fashion. What about men, do you think they need to trim and shave "down there"?
Absolutely! I've given oral sex to trimmed and untrimmed guys and I have to say licking and sucking hairless balls is a lot better.

Bonus (as in optional):What are a few of your favorite things (both sexual non-sexual)?
Books! I love reading. I think I should get paid to read, really.
Pictures - be they of friends, family, nature. I love pictures and being able to look at them to reminisce and rekindle memories.
Kisses have to go on the list. I love kissing- long and slow, short and sweet, I love them all.
The computer - because along with email etc., I can use it to read, look at pictures and to read and write about kissing on it. It's like all my favorites combined.

Scratching & Clawing Her Way To Orgasm

2008-12-03T00:01:00.014-05:00

Hands and their gestures tell a story, especially during sex.

Here's a moment that stood out for me.

One night I was having sex with Daria while my beloved wife, Alyssa, laid next to us. Alyssa looked on as I was having my way with the young lass.

I noticed Daria's right hand clenching and flexing as if shaking off some numbness. I think she was in between orgasms. Her left hand though, was in search of something to grab, perhaps a fistful of bedsheets. Stimulated by my slow rhythmic thrusts, Daria could take no more. She reached out and got a firm hold of Alyssa's thigh.

Alyssa was ensnared in our lustful act as Daria scratched and squeezed her sharp nails into soft skin. Alyssa tensed up, bit down on her lip but did not pull away.

It lasted mere moments, but I found it curious and wondered about the girls.

A few questions came to mind:

Did Daria purposely dig her nails into Alyssa or was she not consciously aware of her actions? Was Daria reacting to the intense pleasure or sending a message? Was I indirectly pleasuring Alyssa through Daria or was I hurting her? All...or none of the above?

During sex Daria tends to moan and though a bit shy can get quite feisty. However, she denies the scratching was intentional and felt bad to have hurt Alyssa.

Alyssa later admitted, it hurt, though in a pleasurable way. For Alyssa, Daria's piercing nails served to gauge how hard I was fucking her. I guess the wife felt the need to know such things. Her skin healed in a few days.

The girls didn't make much fuss of it, but for me it was a deliciously decadent moment. Whenever it comes to mind I shake my head a little and smile.

Twice the Taboo, Double the Fun

2008-11-25T14:08:00.011-05:00

Another couple of months had gone by before Vic, Alyssa and I had another "date". I told my roommate where I was going and she told me to have fun and be safe. I hopped on the train on that warm October evening almost giddy about seeing my friends. They greeted me at the door, Vic with a kiss and Alyssa with a hug. We got comfy in the living room with drinks and small talk. Soon we were watching Taboo 2, the sequel to the porn we'd watched at our last get-together. This was even steamier than the first one. The daisy chain scene was one of my favorites. We were all getting hot and bothered. Vic got so turned on his cock jumped and knocked the remote off his lap. Before too long we'd eased into their bedroom.

The females took the lead this time. Us girls stripped Vic that weekend. He and I kissed while Alyssa pulled off his shorts. Then I pulled off his shirt. Vic took turns kissing and touching us or kissing one while caressing the other. I love how our sessions always begin with lots of oral play. I love kissing and Vic does as well. He says he's addicted to my lips. And over the course of our adventures I've learned that I really enjoy kissing Alyssa as well. I doubt it will ever lose that "taboo" thrill.

I was the more "aggressive" one, as Victor pointed out. I initiated all that took place between Alyssa and I. I started rubbing and stroking her breasts and arms. I leaned over, placed my hand on her jaw to turn her face towards me, leading into our first kiss of the night. These same fingers I'm now typing with were used to pleasure Alyssa's pussy. I touched and rubbed her clit after Vic placed my hand there. He said she opened her legs more and seemed to get wetter after I did. I think he had something to do with that though - not solely my finger... We continued to kiss slowly as Victor lined up his cock and pressed into Alyssa.

While they sexed I watched, touching them both, kissing them both, almost as if we were all having sex with each other. The rhythm changed and Alyssa's cries became louder and more frequent. Her high squeals rang in my ears as she came and Vic slowed down on top of her. Then as if we were playing tag, it was my turn. I was it.

TMI Tuesday

2008-11-25T09:40:00.002-05:00

I'm working on more posts, but while you're waiting here's a little something. Feel free to comment me with your own questions if you have any.

1. What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?
If I absolutely had to pick one, it'd probably be my mom's sweet potato pie. I could eat it for days afterward. In fact it's usually what I have for breakfast the next day.

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
I have no idea. I've never thought about it or hated a musician so much I would wish them out of existence.

3. You seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy crap, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
Hmm... a hundred bucks. Right now I'd probably spend it on my nephews and nieces' Christmas gifts. Legos and Barbies are not as cheap as they used to be. Another time of year I'd probably treat myself to some really nice beauty products.

4. What is your favorite curse word?
You might be surprised to hear it, but I actually don't use profanity. It was drilled into me as a kid and as I got older I never felt the need to use it. Guess that might seem boring to some, but hey that's me.

5. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
Ok maybe I missed something, but who's Rufus? Oh, Bill and Ted's Rufus! (A little slow on the uptake sometimes.) I would probably go to the midwest in the 19th Century. After reading about it when I was young I was intrigued by how they lived, and thankful that I wasn't born in that time period. But it might be fun to visit.

Bonus (as in optional):You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
I guess that would depend on if I'm the only one who ate them. If I was, then my power would be probably be a controllable Midas touch. I could turn it on and off at whim, filling my house and lining my bank account with gold. If other people ate the radioactive veggies, my power would be to absorb their powers, like Peter Petrelli (Heroes!).

TMI Tuesday

2008-11-18T21:04:00.005-05:00

I decided to take a page out of a couple of blogs I've been following and answer TMI (Too Much Information) Tuesday questions. Not sure how interesting you'll find them, I guess it depends on the questions given. And if you have any questions you'd like answered, leave a comment. I'd love to read them and I'll be sure to answer.

1. When did you last use your cellular telephone as a flashlight?
Last night, actually, in my bedroom. I didn't feel like turning on the light just to turn it off again after undressing.

2. On a scale from 1-10, how comfy are you being naked? Alone, about an 7.5. When I'm engaging in naked activities with others, I'd say about the same, maybe a 7. I know there are things I could do to better my body but it's not too huge an issue for me. And once we're involved in a hot, steamy session, I'm not thinking about how my body looks as much as how it feels.

3. What is the longest you've ever been celibate after having lost your virginity?
I think somewhere around 6 months. I started getting really antsy about 3.5 to 4 months in, but after about 3 weeks I got over it and it didn't bother me as much. But it definitely felt great breaking the "fast".

4. Have you ever had sex in a car? If yes, since you were a teenager? I've never had sex in a car. Unless you want to count oral sex. That I have done in a car, about 3 years ago, so I wasn't a teen. I haven't had sex outside of the house, not yet anyway. As far as having sex in unusual places, anyone have some in mind? Please feel free to let me know.

5. When did you last use food or drink as medication?
Yesterday and the drug of choice was Peanut M&M's. Nothing like chocolate intoxication.

No bonus question this week. Maybe next time...

The List - Hot Sex Scenarios

2008-11-15T17:08:00.000-05:00

In all the talking Vic and I do, we rehash the things we've done. We also talk about things we haven't gotten around to and fantasize about scenarios we might like. So we've compiled a list. And thought we'd share it with you. There's no particular order.

* blindfolding
* being tied up, with or without blindfold
* being tied up and punished with the hand whip
* dripping wax on various body parts (Vic's idea)
* a threesome with 2 guys (my idea)
* foursome -Alyssa, Vic, his friend, and me
* having my clit licked while having sex
* licking Vic's cock after he pulls out of Alyssa (his idea)
* Alyssa licks Daria's breasts after Vic's cummed on them (Vic's idea, but I like it too)
* girls cum swap and kiss (obviously, Vic)
* licking whipped cream off each other
* girls kiss each other while one rides Vic and the other sits on his face (both of us)
* girls eating each other out and/or 69ing (do you need to guess whose that is?)

I'll let you know if and when we check these activities off the list. Are there any you think we should add?

Kinky Group Play Fueled by 80's Porn

2008-11-07T10:20:00.016-05:00

Vic and I played a few games on the X-box while we waited for the third member of our little group to come home. We had fun even though he almost always beats me. I was on the couch still playing when the door opened. Victor met Alyssa in the entrance way with a kiss. She called out a greeting to me, which I returned with a smile. After she'd showered and eaten dinner Alyssa joined us in the living room. We relaxed and watched a program on Court TV.

There doesn't seem to be a smooth way to segue into watching a porn movie, especially after watching say, a murder mystery. But Vic had mentioned this DVD he wanted me to see a few weeks back, "Taboo" a film about incest. A little while later Vic asked if I liked the movie, which was an older one (late 70's early 80's) with an actual storyline. I did. It was interesting, well all except the very hairy body parts (so glad that trend is over). As we watched, the sex was very stimulating. At least to me, and I know Vic was getting there. He started placing little kisses on both me and Alyssa's necks and lips. We never did get to finish the movie, because we soon found ourselves in the bedroom.

I think Vic's always the first one naked. A combination of fewer clothing articles and voracity? My vote's for voracity. The three of us don't get to play often and he likes to savor every second. Alyssa tends to be the next one, she's usually done by the time I'm left in my panties. This time, as other times, Vic asked her to take them off of me. I raised my hips, she pulled them off and tossed them across the room. Nakedness, the final frontier. I'd come so far from the timid girl I used to be. In high school, I didn't even like changing for gym. Now, I look forward to the times I can be bare with these two.

Vic lay in the middle of the bed, to commence with our Vic sandwich - me on his right side and Alyssa to his left. I'm not exactly sure why it's always this way, it just is. We're comfortable in our spots and got down to the business of pleasuring. Vic took turns kissing us while we rubbed his chest, cock and balls. Alyssa moved down to kiss, lick and suck those delectable areas. I focused on his mouth. My hands slipped into his soft hair as he turned his head to fully engage in the kiss. With a hard nip at my bottom lip, Vic levered up and over Alyssa, who came to lie next to me. As Vic's fingers embraced her breasts, he took my right hand and guided it to Alyssa's right breast. I rested my hand there, dancing my fingers around for a second before holding it more firmly. I love the feeling soft things, and felt easy palming her smooth and warm front.

Victor was performing a tactual exploration of Alyssa's southern regions while my hand wandered over her breasts and belly. Alyssa's hands had joined in the foray drifting over my arm and collarbone over to my breasts. In a matter of moments Vic was on the receiving end of the attention. Alyssa climbed on top of him, held his penis in place, then proceeded to slide down. As she rose and dipped I kissed Vic and let my hands continue to drift over them both. Things got more intense and Vic got hotter. He flipped them around and thrust into Alyssa's dewy depths. Fast, short strokes were replaced with long, deep lunges that pushed Alyssa over the edge. Vic came down and rested his body on Alyssa's for a few seconds.

Then it was my turn. Victor started with an assault against my mouth. His lips and tongue devoured mine while he crawled between my legs. His hands skimmed down my sides and met with legs, which he grasped as he started pushing in deeper. After some quick thrusts, his pelvis met mine as he slowed down to go deeper. Alyssa looked on, gently touching our bodies. The caresses and kisses kindled the heat between us. Breathing grew heavier as the thrusts got harder. On low moans and puffs of breath (mine) and throaty grunts (his) we came.Vic rolled over to his spot in the middle, with a girl cuddled on either side of him. And... that was a wrap. Figuratively and literally...

Pre-cum Previews, Sex with Vic

2008-10-25T02:22:00.004-04:00

The day was warm and I had a smile on my face as I walked from the train station to Vic and Alyssa's apartment. Because of the way things turned out, this would be my first time seeing Victor in the summer since the first time we'd met. Although we had some sort of routine, you never knew quite what would happen on any particular day. Victor met me at the door with my customary hug and kiss. I gave him a warm tight hug. It felt good being with him again. We sat on the couch taking each other in and making small talk. Small touches led to kisses, that got deeper and wetter as the minutes passed.

Vic pulled me into the bedroom, where he had little trouble getting me naked. After putting on some mood music he joined me on the bed. We took a few minutes to cuddle and let our bodies get reacquainted. I had missed the feel of his hot body next to mine. The exploring began, wet slides of his tongue passing over my neck to stop at my pulse. Then Victor did something I thought was extremely hot. With his forefinger, he took the drop of pre-cum from the tip of his cock. He brought his finger up and painted my nipple with it. He made another pass over his cock head and coated my lips with the slick, salty secretion. Before I could blink he leaned in and licked his essence off my lips and lowered himself to suck it off my nipples. I was blown away. Talk about turned on! And I'd never even thought of anything like that. Victor did this once more then gave me his tongue for a long slow kiss.

Tongues tangling, he pressed my legs open and climbed between them. He didn't immediately push in, but went back to my breasts. Vic licked around and kissed the underside. He came back to my areola and sucked my nipple in. As he bit my nipple, he joined us together and pressed deep. He pulled almost all the way out and came back in short thrusts. Our mouths connected, capturing my moans just as Vic was pushing deeper. I raised my hips, pushing back and helping his cock hit my g-spot.

Breathless from the hot kisses and the effort he was exerting, Vic paused. He looked down at me and drove his cock inside hard! I let out a surprised gasp that turned into small squeals as Victor kept ramming into me. I love it hard. And he knows this. I think he saves the best for last. I was all worked up and hot and tingly, almost there. Vic slowed down a bit and pressed really deep once, twice. One more push and he grunted while my toes curled. Settling beside me, both our chests heaved slightly as we caught our breath. Cuddling and caressing and counting down the minutes until Alyssa arrived...

Did Our Friendship Recover After Make-up Sex?

2008-10-23T13:59:00.003-04:00

I'd had sex for the first time a year ago and I had just had my first make up sex. (Why were we making up? See Tiffs, Tangles and Tingles) Almost made me want to argue with Victor again.

But seriously, it was a very nice pre- birthday gift. Definitely had a smile on my face as I went home that night, one that lasted through most of the next day. I relived that day, held it in the forefront of my mind as Victor and I once again resumed our erotic exchanges via internet. Conversation with him is something I look forward to almost daily. If I went more than a few days without talking with him, it just felt weird and wrong. More than my bed buddy, Victor was first and foremost my friend. Always ready with ideas and advice for me, concerned about my welfare in all aspects of my life.

Because of this, as well as the adventures we had in the bedroom, it bothered me that we didn't see each other more often. While we talked and emailed non-stop, due to work and family obligations, it was another couple of months before we saw each other again.

My Friend and Secret Lover

2008-10-18T13:41:00.014-04:00

Sorry to disappoint but this will be a short post, just to let you know... someone will be joining me in the blog! Victor will be adding his pov, when he can. He can get very busy, what with running a business and pleasing two women. I thought it a good idea to let you "hear" from him. I'm sure you'll enjoy reading his side of the story...

Feelings, Nothing More Than Feelings

2008-10-15T21:09:00.020-04:00

I started this blog as a way to chronicle the new and unprecedented experiences I was having with my friend of many years, and (sometimes) his girlfriend. As they continue to happen, I'll continue to write. And hopefully, you'll continue to read.

Just recently someone asked 'what if my feelings got too involved'. Was I risking getting in too deep and possibly getting hurt? There were also the feelings of Victor and Alyssa to take into account. Although I have spoken with Victor about this, I can really only speak for myself. I cherish what I share with Victor. My relationship with him is unlike any of the others in my life. He's actually one of my best friends, in that I feel I can share almost anything with him and I treasure him as a friend. Then there's the intimate side of it. And it is a very intimate thing to share your body with another. I've always felt comfortable with him and respected by him. I love having him as a lover.

But that's really where the buck stops. As much as we share, we'd never be right for each other as more than friends. Our views on the most important issues are polar opposite. And while I'm attracted to him, I've never thought of him as potential significant other material, not for myself. Victor's a great guy, a really great guy, and he's met his match in Alyssa. Not only do they adore each other but they fit each other, they're just right together. I mean they'd have to be, to be willing to share each other with other people. They have a special type of trust that enables this and sustains their relationship. And as we got to know each other better, I was becoming fond of Alyssa as well. The only thing I sometimes worry about is any or all of us becoming a little too attached to the situation. I know our 3some play is not a forever thing, but I see them as always having a place in my life. I hope this explains things well enough.

Tiffs, Tangles and Tingles

2008-10-12T21:11:00.027-04:00

The experiences we were creating together... such unexpected and wild and fun experiences! As I mentioned before I would never have guessed I would be involved in anything remotely like this erotic journey. And you can see this was a very unconventional relationship the 3 of us were engaged in. Now, many people might consider me the other woman. That's if people actually knew about our situation. Besides you inquisitive, salacious people who continue to read this blog, not many people were privy to our activities. And that was as it should be.

Our private lives are just that: private. I did share with a few of my closest friends and got mixed reviews. 1 friend was all for it and 1 was very much against it. But hey, to each his own. I would say don't knock it until you try it but there are just some things that aren't right for some people. At any point, I did not consider myself the other woman. We were just three friends with (little known) extra benefits. Neither do I consider us swingers. We're not going out and looking for other people to add to our rendezvous's and swapping off. We simply enjoy each other's company... in and out of bed.

In most close friendships, the parties involved will have disagreements from time to time. This was the same with us. A few weeks after our last get-together ( 3rd 3some - the charm ), Victor and I had a small spat, more of a misunderstanding. It was, however, one that kept us apart for months afterward. After we talked it over, it still took some time before we saw each other again. Eventually we did totally mend fences and once again got together. It was good to see him after so long and we spent the day mostly catching up.

The end of the year rolled by and before I knew it Spring had sprung. More than a year had gone by since I had first reconnected with Victor. In that past year so much had taken place. And more was going to take place on this, the day before my birthday. When we'd talked online, Vic and I had made plans that included a nice massage. Vic has good hands, and nice muscles to back them up. The drinks we'd had loosened us up and our touches flowed into each other. His fingers slipped down and around my breasts, soon followed by his lips and tongue. Victor fixed his gaze on mine as he traveled down until... jackpot! Or so I thought! He kissed my inner thighs softly, sweetly. Then he quickly raised up and fit himself over me.

Vic eased his cock into me, inch by inch. It felt soo good. I'd missed this during the time we were apart. It felt natural to welcome him back into my body, and I savored the experience. He began pressing in and out, picking up speed. I raised my hips a little and pushed back. We'd gotten into a nice little rhythm when Victor made a suggestion. "Turn around. Let's do doggy". This was something out of the norm for us, if you could call anything we did normal. I was ready and willing to switch things up. So I flipped over and bent with my head in a pillow and my hind parts in the air. That position just makes you feel naughty, doesn't it? Victor slipped back in, taking his time, then went at it! He hit my g-spot and was sending me over the edge. It didn't take long before I was there and he was there and wished we could stay, but it all ends too soon. Coming down we snuggled into a spoon.

After resting together for a few minutes, we cleaned up and played the X-Box while we waited for Alyssa to come home. It was good seeing her too. I had missed my buddies and vowed not to let minor indiscretions keep us apart again. We had too much stuff to get into together! Think we should keep it up?

Name and URL change

2008-10-12T05:51:00.008-04:00

Hey fellow bloggers and followers. Thanks for the interest you've shown my blog. I'm writing this post to let you know I'll be changing the name in my blog to "Daria". Everything, in every entry is the same, except the URL. It's no longer taryn1011. From now on it'll be crazyhotsex.blogspot.com. Also, please remember that while the activities I've written about are real, none of the names used are (or were) real. I hope you continue to enjoy reading my blog, as much as I enjoy sharing. Look for new posts soon!

Third 3some - The Charm

2008-09-29T01:41:00.027-04:00

Would I let Alyssa taste my sweet spot? Hmm… well it was an interesting thought. A hot, titillating idea. While I didn’t want to do anything of that nature to her, I was becoming more open to the idea of having it done to me. After Victor put the thought out there it kind of lodged itself in the back of my brain. From what Victor told me, when he talked about it during their lovemaking, she’d say maybe. Maybe I’d let her and maybe she’d do it. We’d have to wait and see what would transpire.

I'm sure it was a hot concept for him. Two girls getting it on with each other. So Vic subtly worked on us both. It entered most of our subsequent conversations and I was warming up to the suggestion. It would definitely take our 3some sessions to a whole new level.

The next time we got together, in the midst of Vic touching and kissing us he brought out a couple of items. One was familiar; the nipple and clit clamps. The other was a little unexpected. It was a long thin stick, like a whip, with a small paddle in the shape of a hand at the end. Victor brandished this with a devilish look in his eye. He says it was a naughty sex toy to go along with the naughty sex we were having.

We used the nipple clamps first. Vic attached them to my nipples and began tugging on them. Then he had Alyssa take the chain. At first, the clamps kept slipping off, until Victor got them on tight enough. Like the last time we’d used them, it was torturous fun. Alyssa was a little tentative with her tugs, then Vic showed her how I liked it. After a few minutes of pleasant pain, it was her turn. For her, however, Victor attached all three clamps, to nipples and clit. He was getting her hot, pulling gently and increasing the tugging, bit by bit. Vic handed me the chain and I dragged it up, slowly drawing her nipples taut. Hearing her noises of approval, I moved further down to the other clamp. Being a woman and knowing the sensitivity of the clitoris, I tugged very gently. Little pulls elicited heated responses.

Then it was time for the whip-hand paddle. I had never thought of using props like these during sex but I fould it fun and exciting. Victor had Alyssa turn over onto her stomach, then pulled his hand back and...whack! The sound made when he hit her butt cheek was loud, although he didn't paddle hard. I think the sound more than the feeling, made her a jump a little, and made me smile. After a few more healthy slaps to her bottom, it was my turn. At Vic's request Alyssa gave me a few taps. She seemed afraid to hurt me. Victor took over and spanked me with authority. Ooooh... did I mention how hot and fun this was? So cool.

We got down to the business of lovemaking, Vic and I endulging Alyssa with light stroking and nipple sucking. He situated himself over her and began thrusting slowly. Victor took my hand, which was lazily stroking Alyssa's arm and led it down to her cooch. He placed my hand on her lips and guided my fingers around and over to her clit. I felt ok letting him and honestly I was a little curious, just to see the difference between her vagina and mine. Her lips were a bit smaller and her clit may have stood out a little more but other than that they were pretty similar. I mean I guess there can only be but so much difference in that asset.

I explored for a couple of minutes while Vic moved in and out. Curiosity satisfied, I removed my hand and got caught up in kissing Victor. Soon he switched and he and I were going at it. He used kisses to steer us girls toward each other and we shared another 3way kiss. In seconds Alyssa and I were kissing. It was just like last time, except easier and little more involved. It was so sensuous, kissing this woman while having sex with her boyfriend. I liked the softness of it, the sensuality.

I was staying over that night and as we lay in bed relaxing Victor brought up the subject of Alyssa going down on me. However, it turned out that while Alyssa may have said maybe during sex, it was pretty much just talk. She wasn’t really that interested in the act. Despite visually perusing my goodies she didn't even want to touch. I was a little more adventurous in that aspect, but we were pretty much in the same boat. Both possibly willing to be eaten, neither wanting to do it. That was cool with me. I was still relishing all the other experiences the three of us were creating together.

Candid Convos and Cunnilingus

2008-09-27T02:12:00.006-04:00

I was glad for a number of reasons. I was happy I’d stayed friends with Victor all these years. Not only was he a good person to talk to but he was introducing me to all these new and exciting things as well as helping me learn more about myself. And I felt comfortable with everything we did. Which meant either he was the right person to explore with, or there was a latent freak in me just waiting to get out! Or both!

This was friendship with a lot of benefits, one of which was I’d just realized was the interaction with a third party. Rightly, I should have felt like a fish out of water. But that was so far from what I felt. Sometimes I was still gobsmacked that this was happening to me. Little ol’ bookish me. Me - the typical Friday spending home watching movies, non-club hopping, two drink maximum, ME. But I was quickly becoming aware of and embracing the depth and scope of my sensuality.

Victor was always ready to venture down new avenues with the two of us. He was thoroughly enjoying our trysts. In our instant messages he would tell me how he brought it up while he and Alyssa were having sex. Said it gets them both hot, and made her giggle. I guess she didn’t know she was as daring as she was turning out to be. She now joined me in a couple instant message conversations and we’d all relive our favorite or most memorable moments. Of course our kissing stood out the most. Not only because it was so far out there (for us anyway) and because it was unexpected, but because we had really enjoyed it.

This boded well for my openness to other activities. I wasn’t the one with the overactive imagination, however. That was Victor. Think you can guess what he was now trying to talk up? Maybe to some of you it’s logical that the next step was him wanting either (or both) of us to go down on each other. That was definitely a brow raiser. Uh uh, no way, no how, was not gonna happen. See, a few entries back (see contemplating - bi thoughts) I’d mentioned my conflict with bisexual activities. Now I’d tried touching and sucking a few places. Wasn’t too bad. And I’d liked the kissing. But all of that stuff was above the waist (apart from her legs). I hadn’t bothered with anything in her nether regions and neither had her fingers trailed in that direction on my body. Even with all that I’d done to and with Alyssa, I wasn’t questioning my sexuality. I loved men, everything about them and how they made me feel. Sure I could point out a beautiful woman and nice attributes, but nothing about a woman (especially that spot) got my blood pumping.

So this little suggestion wasn’t flying. It went in one ear and out of the other. Ok I’ll be honest. It did stick around for just a minute. I’ll admit that the thought of another female familiarizing herself with me down there was intriguing. I wondered if it would be different from being serviced by a man, and if so, how. “I think if we spent more time together, got even more comfortable, Alyssa would be willing to do it,” Vic told me. “Would you let her?”

I Kissed a Girl...

2008-09-23T22:58:00.004-04:00

… and I liked it! Surprisingly Alyssa and I both seemed to like it and got more into it as the seconds passed. It was VERY different. Her lips were slightly smaller than Victor’s and her tongue was so smooth. I don’t know if it was just her or if it was because she’s a woman. Either way, I liked it a lot. And she kissed differently than Vic did. She let me suck on her tongue a lot longer than he does, and she seemed to really like me doing it.

Well let me tell you. Of course we were blown away! This was a huge first for both of us girls. And boy did Victor get a kick out of it! He wasn’t expecting that to happen. Although he’d wanted it he hadn’t imagined we’d actually do it. We practiced (lol) as she and Victor kept on bumping and grinding,only breaking apart when they got too intense. Vic came back for another 3way kiss while pulling out of Alyssa to come over to me. We had all stopped kissing by then and he and I got into a groove, with Alyssa on our side touching both of us in turn. She went behind Victor to kiss his back and fondle his sac. Things were getting enthusiastic between Vic and me, as he pushed back and forth. He kissed me roughly and went at it harder. I looked at Alyssa behind him and I wanted her to come back to the top of the bed to kiss me again, but I was too nervous to ask. So I didn’t say anything and lost myself in some great sex.

After we had all cooled off, we lay there in various states of bliss. Of course Victor was the first to say something. He remarked on the kiss of course. “That was so hot!” It was and we smiled in agreement. He asked Alyssa if she’d liked it and she answered “yes,”. “It seemed like you liked it. I told you she’s a good kisser”. I smiled even harder at this.

“Did you like it Daria,” was the next query. I just grinned and nodded. “Another first, for us, well for you two mainly,” Vic said. Yeah another first, and waiting for the second we would try it again…

Tantalizing Touches - 3some Number 2

2008-09-23T19:41:00.005-04:00

So this 3way kiss he’d proposed… I did think about it and realized I was open to trying it. Like the whole nipple sucking thing I thought ‘hey what could it hurt, and if I hated it, I wouldn’t have to do it again’. I guess the friendship and the straightforwardness I shared with Victor had made things easy. It was always a nonthreatening situation, no pressure or expectations, only a readiness to have fun and explore with each other. It was evident in all of our willingness and the loosening of inhibitions. For Victor you could add eagerness too.

I always looked forward to our next time together. This time the wait wasn’t as long as other times. It would be the three of us again. Was I ready for what we’d discussed? Only one way to find out. As we talked and touched, kissed and caressed and eventually disrobed, the tingles were whispering across my skin. In bed together Victor, as always, took the lead. Things went slowly this time. Taking turns kissing us and covering our breasts with kisses he got us both heated. Alyssa and I were more relaxed with each other this time and when Victor asked her to take my other nipple in her mouth she did with little hesitation. The two of them ran their hands over my body, softly, lightly. Alyssa’s touch was heavenly, delicately, delightful going over my arms and legs and breasts. It was so sensual! I’d never had an experience like this.

Then Vic had me turn over and they showered my back with the same treatment. More kisses and caresses rained down my neck and spine. Victor kissed my butt, then bit it. Yow! That was fun! Then he told Alyssa to do it too. At least I thought that’s what he murmured. He went back to my left cheek and I felt a gentle bite on the right side as well and heard a small giggle. All the while they kept their fingers doing an agile dance across my back and legs. When they got close to my ticklish spots, like the back of my knees and my neck and I’d tense and let out a low laugh. This was so pleasurable. If you’ve never had it done, I advise you to let two sets of mouths and hands roam your body at least once in your life.

Next was Alyssa’s turn. Victor and I set out touching and sucking her nipples. We also gave her plenty of sensual stroking. Alyssa proved to be almost as sensitive as I am and she would tense and giggle when I ran my fingertips along her legs. This went on for several minutes until she couldn’t take it anymore. I think we all enjoyed that. I loved making her feel good.

I rolled to my side as Victor turned to Alyssa. He slid down her body to flick his tongue over her thighs, inching closer and closer to her core. He gave it a few quick licks and swiftly rose to insert himself in her. Alyssa gave a little hum and he went in and out and back in. I lay watching and softly touching Alyssa’s arm and breasts. Victor pushed up and in and kissed her. He urged me over and kissed me too. Going back and forth, Victor got us all really close then gave me a look. Nervously, I leaned in some more and he eased Alyssa and I into our first three-way kiss!

It was weird, interesting but weird, to feel two sets of lips touching yours while your mouth is touching both of theirs. Then the tongues came into play. I don’t remember whose was first, but it was wild. I remember feeling Alyssa’s tongue touch my lips for the first time. It was soft. And I felt more of it once Victor backed off and Alyssa turned in more towards me. I was more tentative than she seemed to be, but I let go and went with it. I was kissing a woman!!

Sexual Musing, More 3some Thoughts

2008-09-19T00:27:00.004-04:00

I was 25 years old. I had recently watched my friend and his girlfriend have sex. I had gotten naked and engaged in oral sex in front of a woman, with her boyfriend. I had just had sex for the first time about a month before. I'd been touched and nibbled on by a woman and done the same to her. I was definitely breaking out of my conservative little shell. I was doing things I had never envisioned myself doing in a million years. And I was loving it!

Just thinking about it had warm feelings spreading throughout my body and knowing smiles gracing my lips. Even though we didn't see each other regularly, it was enough just to reflect on the myriad of activities we'd engaged in. Of course my internet conversations with Victor added to the thrill. We talked about what was most exciting to each of us. He liked when the two of us women touched and sucked. I liked the sex and the whole “taboo” aura that surrounded our get-togethers. No one who knew me would believe the things I was getting into. But what they didn’t know wouldn’t hurt them. Besides, you know I’m not one to kiss and tell…

Speaking of kissing - that was Victors next brilliant Idea. He wanted Alyssa and I to kiss. Yes Each Other. Uh-uh, no way, was not gonna happen. Did he miss the whole woman- on- woman conflict I’d had before? Maybe he thought that because we’d done one thing we’d be open to other ideas. Well let me tell you, kissing a woman was not at the top of my list of things to do (or the bottom or anywhere in between). The idea didn’t do anything for me. I’m not even sure Alyssa would want anything to do with it. But as we made plans for our next 3some the subject kept resurfacing.

“What about a 3way kiss,” he asked one day. By then he’d worn me down some, talking about how erotic it would be and how hot it’d get him. I told him I’d think about. I do love kissing and I felt more comfortable with Alyssa every time I saw her. The thought stayed there, stewing in the back of my mind. Would I do it? Could I get up the nerve? It’d be yet another experience to add to my growing list of sensual escapades...

Nibbles and Tips and Bits More, Continued...

2008-09-15T14:30:00.011-04:00

Victor made his way up my body making a stop at my hot spot once again. The tingles took over, but before I could cum he continued up and nuzzled my side on his way to my breast. He licked around it in circles coming closer and closer to my nipple. His tongue finally landed on my nipple. Before closing his mouth over it he teased it, twirling his tongue and rapidly licking back and forth. I loved it! He bit it then, and sucked on it, then moved over to the other breast.

After sucking on the other nipple for a minute, Vic moved up to my mouth. As we kissed he positioned himself over me. He began pushing in gently, soft and shallow like he'd done before we had sex. He knew I didn't plan on having sex in front of Alyssa just yet so he was respecting the boundaries. A few dips in and out and he looked me in the eyes. I knew what he wanted, full penetration. I mean we had already done it. I gave up my "chastity" and told him yeah. He pushed all the way inside and relaxing on the side of us, Alyssa watched us have sex for the first time. This what she'd ultimately wanted, to watch her man with another woman. I hoped we gave her a good show!

It's funny. I'd gotten used to being naked around the two of them together but at this point I still felt a little shy. Essentially, we were embarking on new territory here. It was only my second time having intercourse and we were making Alyssa's fantasy come true! Talk about unforgettable! I was on a sexual high at this point with Victor giving me the business and Alyssa looking on. Forgive me for leaving out details right here, but I was in kind of a daze. All I know was that is was Good! The moment came upon us both and with soft moans from me and a grunt from him, we came. I lay on the bed trembling; Victor kissed us both and we all cuddled together.

I've mentioned my reflections that go on during my train rides home. I bet you'd like to know what was going through my head this time. Well first I thought of my touching and sucking on Alyssa. I'd lost (or at least loosened) the trepidation I'd first felt. It wasn't bad. Lol, I didn't wanna jump her bones afterward. I was pretty ambivalent about it. It didn't do much for me but it got Victor going, and that was the whole reason I'd done it. That she'd liked it too didn't hurt either. After all we'd done that night I was more open to things. This would come in handy for our next play date...

Nibbles and Tips and Bits More

2008-09-15T00:08:00.006-04:00

The evening started out as usual, with drinks, TV and chatting. Eventually we found our way into the bedroom. With me on his right and Alyssa on his left, Victor took turns kissing us. Kissing led to caressing which led to disrobing. I would run my hands over him as he kissed and nibbled on Alyssa. Then she and I would switch roles. As she fondled her boyfriend I got the impression that she enjoyed watching us kiss and touch each other. Then Victor brought up our previous conversation and what I said I'd try.

"Daria wants to suck your nipple," he said simply. I hit him on the shoulder and told her I didn't say that. "But you'll try it, right?" he then asked. I shrugged and looked over at Alyssa. Victor had us switch positions so Alyssa was in the center. She let out a low giggle as I got up the courage to touch her in this way. First I gently cupped her breast. It was soft, like mine but different. Her little pink nipple stood out, waiting for attention. I looked at Vic on her other side and without words he told me to go for it.

So I did. As he took her right nipple in his mouth I slipped her left one into mine. It was... nippley. Lol I don't really know how to explain it. I knew what a woman's nipple felt like on my tongue because I could lick my own. But this was different of course. I closed my mouth around it and sucked softly. Alyssa gasped and then moaned a little, so she must've liked what Vic and I were doing to her. I know how I'd enjoyed it so I didn't have to imagine how she felt. I kept at it for a minute or two, then eased off. Victor let go as well and asked if she liked it. She smiled and said "yes". I had a small smile on my face as well looking at Vic's big grin. He was so turned on. He went a little wild kissing the two of us.

Soon things became more heated. Vic once again made the journey south. His searching tongue performed thorough quests through the nether regions of our languid bodies. He had our clits standing at attention, at least I know mine was!

It was our turn to return the favor. Lying on his back between the two of us, Victor propped his head up on pillows to get the perfect view of us lavishing attention on his yummy body. He looked good, felt good and tasted good. Alyssa and I laid siege to his cock together. One would lick up and down the sides and over his sac while the other sucked the head. He was in heaven! (He actually said this.) Alyssa sat back for a second and let me have him to myself. I continued to slowly suck on him. His precum was just leaking by now. He called me up to him and attacked my mouth. After swirling his tongue around my mouth and laving my neck Vic called Alyssa to the head of the bed as well.

As he repositioned himself, he looked at me and said "I want you to put me inside of her". This was so sexy. I took his cock in my hand and rubbed him around and over her clit. She liked it, so I continued for a bit longer before finding her hole. Vic pushed his cock in, inch my inch, as I looked on. I didn't think I'd ever get tired of watching them go at it. He pushed in and out of her slowly at first and then at a faster tempo. Her moans got higher in pitch and became squeals. Victor said something in Spanish and she let out loud gasp as he drove in hard. She came on another moan and he continued pump into her. She was really sensitive so she asked him to let up. He rose and turned to me...

Contemplating - Bisexual Thoughts

2008-09-10T22:46:00.005-04:00

So I had sex with Victor for the first time. And loved it! Now we were talking about the next time we would all hang out together. And I was still kinda bugging out. Wow... I mean wow. What was I getting into, with these two? I didn't know for sure but I was gonna continue to find out.

I kept thinking about Alyssa sucking my nipple. Honestly I have never had any thoughts of doing anything sexual to a woman or having her do anything sexual to me. That really was a spur of the moment deal. And since I was in the moment, well I just went with it. And I'm glad I did. I think that's something all women should experience in their lifetime - having both nipples sucked simultaneously. It's really indescribable. I'd always thought if it was gonna happen it'd be two guys. Well it didn't turn out that way but I was cool with it anyhow.

Vic and my conversations got even steamier. Can you guess what he wanted now? For the slow bobs out there - he wanted me to return the favor for Alyssa. I wasn't too keen on it so I told him I'd think about. But in my mind I was like yeah right, ain't gonna happen. I shuddered just thinking about it. Didn't wanna tell him that though. But since I didn't, he kept coming up with all these crazy scenarios. Because I said maybe he then introduced the idea of licking cum off her breasts. That was definitely not gonna happen. For one I'm not a cum lover and two, well cum on a woman's breast? No thanks. I talked about how I liked the feeling and he talked about how much he liked watching Alyssa suck my breast. I liked that he was so turned on by it. So much so that it had me rethinking my decision.

You know the saying "I'll try anything once", well that's not really my philosophy. But I thought it applied here. I could try sucking her nipple this once and if I hated it I'd never do it again. Still it took a while to wrap my mind around the idea. I'm not a homophobe but I'm not too comfortable with it either. And kissing that body part of a woman was definitely in lesbian or at least bi territory, for me. I'm sure others agree with me on that. But he kept asking, and I loved the idea that something I could do, would turn him on so much.

So we made plans to meet up about a week later. To be honest the plan wasn't totally to my liking. After having sex I wanted more. But Alyssa wanted more 3play time. It was almost an ultimatum, the only play time would be with all characters present. Being that I'd just had sex for the 1st time, I wanted a chance to experience that a little more before jumping back in with the two of them. I didn't want my second time having sex to be with an onlooker, even though we'd been obviously been in intimate situations. I just wanted one on one time. But like I said she held the cards, and that's what she wanted. I agreed but I was just going to play and watch them have sex. That was my concession. In a few days I'd see (or should I say feel) how Alyssa had and she I. The anticipation was growing...

The First Time... the loss of my virginity, yes!

2007-05-24T22:52:00.002-04:00

Did he seriously try to just slide that information into the conversation?As anxious as I was for my first time! I didn't excuse him to get up and get coffee I reconfirmed what he's just told me and he said yeah the water is back on. "I still want to come over" I told him. "Then come on". He didn't have to tell me twice and within 10 or 15 minutes I was out the door. I was anxious, excited, and somewhat nervous. I mean this was a big step, but I had decided I did not want to wait any longer. I had done just about everything else, I may as well do the deed. Plus I had chosen to have my friend, someone I really trusted, introduce me to the pleasures of sex.

He opened the door all calm, like this was just another day. Things started out like our usual sessions. A little kiss by the door, a drink and small talk. Victor asked "So, are you ready?" while rubbing my thigh. "Yes," I replied, and we kissed again and took it into the bedroom. After undressing, Victor slowly opened my thighs and began kissing them. He licked the spot where my thigh connects to my groin. Then he licked his way up my slit. Opening my lips with his tongue, he added more moisture to the slickness already there. Sucking on my clit, he got me even more excited. He kissed his way up my body. After a brief pause to caress my nipples with his tongue, Victor kissed me and looked me in the eye. Lining his cock up to my opening he asked me again, "You ready?". I nodded and slowly, he pushed into me. He didn't stop this time and went all the way in. There was some discomfort, but nothing too bad. Still, for some reason I almost had the urge to cry. I guess it was lost innocence or some other sentimentality. "Are you ok? Vic asked. I said yeah and kissed him.

I guess it was the acknowledgment of the true loss of my virginity. Knowing that there was no going back and the end of one era of my life. I was finally doing the do!

A big smile crossed my face then. At 25, I was finally finding out what all the talk was about. And it was NICE! Victor took his time initiating me into the act of lovemaking. Then as we both grew more comfortable with his complete entry into my body we learned each other's rhythm. I loved it when he went deep. I'm not one to cum easily and this didn't change with the new activities. Once he started going deeper and harder that really got me going. It felt sooo good. Victor was getting really hot too. He pumped a few more times before lodging deep inside me and groaning as he came. We stayed that way for a minute before he rolled over. My legs wouldn't stop shaking. I was tingling all over. We rolled into our sides and cuddled for a while. Sigh...

My first time having sex was great. I really enjoyed myself and I was glad I'd experienced it with my good friend. I didn't have any regrets. Well except maybe waiting so long. But I definitely planned to make up for lost time...

Are You Serious? Toying With my Virginity

2007-04-16T12:23:00.003-04:00

Victor of course, wanted to explore this new territory. But before this would happen something very big would happen. Can you guess? In case you can't it begins with an S and ends with an X. I'd waited more than 24 years and didn't to wait anymore. I had never thought Victor would be my first but once I decided I was happy with my choice. I know, it's not very romantic choosing a date, and person for your first time. But I was gonna have sex with someone I liked a lot, had chemistry with and more importantly trusted. I got more and more anxious and excited as the date drew closer.

And finally the day dawned...I acted calm but inside I was a bunch of nerves. I called Victor in the morning to confirm I would be coming over later that day. Do you know what he said? "Uh, today may not be so good. The building's having a plumbing problem and all the water is shut off. We'll have to make plans for another day". My jaw almost dropped, I was in shock. I thought 'he has to be making this up'. "Are you serious?" I asked. He wasn't making it up and I was horribly disappointed. I was soo looking forward to this I didn't want to wait a whole week longer. Victor tried to make me feel ok about it. He didn't want to wait another week either. I was home from work that day and talked with him online throughout the day. He was still having plumbing issues and I was still bummed. The thing was, even if the water eventually came back on I had an evening class to get to, so my time with Victor would be limited. Victor kept me updated on changes and early in the afternoon said the water was slowly coming back on. Hope was creeping back, but I didn't wanna get shot down so I didn't let them get too high. We continued to chat...well I continued to pout. Around 2 o'clock Victor told me he was leaving the computer to get a snack and kinda threw in the fact that the water had come back on. I was not letting him get away with that!

Kisses, Licks and Sucks

2007-04-15T23:53:00.003-04:00

Well, we were waiting for a Alyssa to get home. Victor and I had eaten dinner and were watching TV, when the keys turned in the door. He rose to meet her with a kiss and she called out a greeting to me. I answered her and smiled. This is such a weird situation, was running through my head. But they were cool with it and I was becoming more used to the idea. Alyssa settled in, ate her dinner, and we all watched some more TV. As we sat, laughed, and chatted I got even more comfortable being with them as a couple. Talking with Alyssa was easier now; I had overcome a lot of my shyness.

We all seemed to be enjoying this relaxed atmosphere when someone, you can guess who, had to go charge things up again. He's always wanting to "play". He asked me if I wanted to watch them have sex again. Think I was gonna say no? Of course not, so into the bedroom we all went. I sat on the edge of the bed watching as they undressed. "Why don't you join us," Alyssa asked me. I wasn't sure if I wanted to, it was getting a little late and I'd have to take off all these layers of clothes (this was in February). But as I sat and watched, I couldn't just be an observer, Victor wouldn't let me. He was taking turns kissing the two of us and feeling us up. I wanted to feel it better so I took off my top. Much better... So he continued to kiss and lick our breasts in turn. He climbed atop Alyssa and began moving back and forth slowly. He picked up speed and she started moaning louder. Then...he stopped, just like that. She groaned and smacked him on the leg. Obviously he halted her orgasm. I'd be upset too. Victor just smiled and kissed her before turning back to me to kiss and fondle me some more. He cajoled me into removing the rest of my clothing, although by then he didn't have to try too hard. The candles were once again flickering as Victor took turns eating us out. He would spend a few minutes licking, nibbling and sucking away down there and stop to go back to the other girl. Neither of us had any complaints.

He moved back up to my breasts as Alyssa stepped out of the room a for a minute. "If she'll do it, would you let Alyssa suck your nipple," Victor asked. Well that came out of the blue! I was like uh, well... "She won't do it," I replied. "But if she would, would you let her?" I shrugged my shoulders. I figured there's really nothing to worry about because she wouldn't do anything like that. Both she and I are strictly about the male. I felt a little weird even accidentally bumping into each other while naked. But it was unavoidable with all 3 of us in their queen size bed, so I got over it. When Alyssa came back in the room Victor said "Daria wants you to suck her breast,". I looked at him and sputtered. "I did not say that!" quickly shot out of my mouth. He laughed, "would you?" he requested of Alyssa. She kinda giggled and said "I don't know". Victor went back to kissing my neck and breasts for a minute. "C'mon. She said it's ok, right" he said this looking at me. Again I shrugged. Alyssa came closer to my left side. She got really close and started giggling again. "You first," she said to Vic. I think a light bulb or buzzing went off in my head at that moment. I was thinking oh shoot she's gonna do it! Victor licked around my right areola and looked over at Alyssa. I looked at him as he started sucking my nipple and I felt her mouth close over my other nipple! Oh my...wow! This was an incredible feeling, having both breasts sucked at once. It felt soo good. I glanced at her once but I was too shy and looked over to Vic. He had this kind of satisfied look in his eyes as he bit my nipple. The two of them kept it up for about 2 minutes, then Victor looked at me and asked how I felt. I liked it and I let them know. He gave me a hard kiss before pushing Alyssa onto her back for some more sex. This time he went full out and soon she came with loud, high moans. He grunted then pulled out and came on her stomach. The end of another enlightening encounter. Talk about smiles and giggles on the way home. Those prior feelings of disbelief and giddiness were nothing compared to the way I felt after that night.

Showers of Kisses

2007-04-15T22:27:00.003-04:00

It's been a while, I know...but I've been just a little busy lately. I left off wondering what would happen the next time I hung out with Victor and possibly Alyssa too. I'll tell you that last redezvous was hot but it wouldn't stop there. Of course I continued to "talk" to Victor online, almost daily. Our conversations became more in depth compared to...well compared to the last 5 years of our talks. But it was definitely understandable, our friendship had become more "hands -on". Alyssa seemed like a cool chick too. I mean how many people do you know who'd let his or her partner mess around with someone else, AND be willing to watch and get involved? Not many I bet. I was on a high for a bit after that. Who'd of thought I would be so willing to step out of my box? With Victor and I talking almost non-stop you know we had to make plans for the next time. In my line of work, my schedule can change from week to week. So we decided to hang out one Wednesday I didn't have to go in. I came over early in the afternoon and Victor met me at the door with his customary kiss hello. He and I watched a little T.V. and had a drink.

"Let's take that shower," Victor said, referring to one of our conversations. That was a great idea, so about 8 minutes later I joined him in the shower stall. It was a little different for me as I'm used to the showerhead over the bathtub, not one aiming straight down on you. Took a little getting used to but Victor made sure I enjoyed it. First we kissed and kissed under the water, while rubbing each other down. Is there anything like the sensation of wet skin rubbing together? I'm almost positive it's a unique experience. Then he and I took the soap and began lathering each other up. He spent a lot of time on my breasts. I took my time smoothing my hands down his chest until I reached his cock. It got harder as I rubbed him from base to tip. We finished washing and rinsing off in a hurry. Victor was ready to move on and I was right behind him. In the bedroom he spread a towel on the bed for me to lay my still damp body across. Victor then proceeded to massage my body oil into my skin. He did a very thorough job; beginning with my legs and feet he worked his way up my body, turning me over to apply the oil to my back and my backside. I could get so used to this, I thought. He turned me over once again to massage my shoulders, arms and last but not least, my breasts. Of course that led to more kissing, one of our favorite things. We kissed and talked and cuddled for a bit. It was relaxing just to lay there with him like that. We stayed like that for a while, then began kissing again - short sweet kisses, nibbles and mind-numbing, tongue-tangling passionate kisses. Those kisses led to more aggressive fondling and Victor eventually worked his way downtown.

But because we had spent so much time in the shower and just lazing away he didn't have much time to devote to it. Alyssa would be home soon so we had to pull ourselves together. It was cool though, I enjoy our time together, whatever we do.

Game Day, Sex Play with Him and Her, continued...

2007-02-28T09:20:00.003-05:00

That was some decision to make. Do I remain reserved and miss out on a hot tongue lashing with the added thrill of being watched? Or do I go for it? He asked me again and before I could give myself time to think about it... I said yes!! Wasn't I becoming the adventurous one. But I wasn't so adventurous as to do it in bright light so I asked them to dim the light. They turned it off and lit a few candles. Sweet of them, right? Yeah right, we all had our own reasons for wanting this, so it wasn't much for them to comply to that simple request.

Still I was a little nervous. I know Alyssa had no problem getting naked with me there. She'd done so that first night we met. But whenever I had envisioned sex play with more than one person, the 3rd person was always another guy. I never thought I'd feel comfortable naked in front of another woman. But I got over it fast as Victor took off the rest of our clothes. Alyssa remained topless. I actually didn't feel too conspicuous or anything. Didn't feel exactly normal, but my awareness was intensified and that was cool. Victor went back to kissing my breasts and started a path down my stomach. He spread my legs and kissed the inside of my thigh, from my knee down to my pelvis. He did the same on the other side. Alyssa sat and watched as he placed a small kiss right above my clit. Then he kissed around the lips and slid his tongue inside to open me up.

Mmm... The first lick always sends a chill up my spine. He continued licking around slowly. From between my legs he looked up at me, then at Alyssa. I glanced over at her too. She had this small smile on her face. Then she went behind Victor and began her own licking. He gave a muffled moan as she licked and sucked his balls. In my mind I was back to that thought this is crazy, how did I get into this situation? But I was also thinking this is some hot stuff. Victor continued licking me and sucking on my clit for a while. Alyssa went back and forth between sucking him and watching us. He stopped and nibbled on her right breast before kissing her.

"I want you to guide me into her," he told her. So Alyssa took hold of his cock and pressed it against me. She rubbed the head against my clit. That felt soo good. She did that a few more times before sticking him in me. Victor took over and pressed inside a little more. "Tell me when to stop," he said. I always let him know where my limit was and he slid out and slowly came back in. He did this several times. Then he slid all the way out and looked at Alyssa, who then knelt down and took him in her mouth. Talk about hot!! I had seen her "taste" me on him before, but not directly after being inside me. I thought this woman is something else. Not only that, but you could see how much she loved his cock. That was a definite turn on for me. After a second, Victor pushed her back onto the bed and kissed her. He showered kisses over her breasts before nibbling and pulling on them. Then he turn to me. As her turn was over Alyssa went back to sucking him. Victor's mouth met mine and we made out, as his girlfriend took care of his hard on. As he licked my neck he began to groan and breathe harder. He took my mouth and kissed me hard, before pressing his face into my neck and grunting. Alyssa had finished him off and from the looks and sound of him it was a good orgasm. Afterward we lay back in the bed, she back on his left and I on his right. We curled into him and caressed his body with soft touches. I was extremely comfortable.

I went from not wanting to be nude in the presence of another woman, to not wanting to put my clothes back on. Well I don't like clothes much anyway but still it was kind of liberating lying there with the two of them like that. But eventually I did have to get up, dress and go. We said goodnight at the door again. I went home deep in thought. What would happen the next time?

Game Day, Sex Play with Him and Her

2007-02-23T23:54:00.004-05:00

The activities of the night I met Alyssa were on constant replay in my head. It also didn't help that Victor and I talked about it in our online chats, too. He told me Alyssa enjoyed herself and liked watching Victor and I kiss. Once I got over the shock of it I realized I really enjoyed it. It was definitely a different, and enlightening experience. And intense, as I mentioned to Victor.

Through our discussions and because of the ease we felt with each other that night, I also realized I might come to like Alyssa. In a way I guess, before we had met I was just really nervous because it seemed she held all the cards. Not that she controlled Victor's actions but he took his cues from her. If she didn't feel comfortable letting him play with me in the 1st place we wouldn't even have been in this whole situation. Since she was cool with it, that was great but what if she hadn't liked me when we finally did meet? I was glad not to have to worry about those issues anymore. Cause not only did she think I was ok, but she felt comfortable enough to get naked and have sex in front of me. This made me feel better about the time I spent with Victor and gave me a sense that she and I could be cool.

A few times while chatting Victor would tell me something Alyssa said about that night or about me. I said she seemed cool and he wrote "she liked you, she thinks you're nice." It was an all around admiration society, lol. But this was cool and we made plans for the three of us to hang out together. We scheduled a game day, we'd all play a bunch of board and card games. So on a Saturday afternoon, a couple of weeks after that eventful night, I was headed over with a couple of my games and some brownies. When I first got there they were watching a crazy vampire movie. So I joined them on the couch. The film wasn't that great so we talked for a bit then went on to play some games. I won a couple rounds of a word game, then lost to Victor at Scrabble. The three of us ate dinner, had the brownies for dessert, and played a few more games. We also played with their X-box. I wasn't too great at it but we had fun.

They had put a television show on and a few minutes into it Victor decided he wanted to "play". He began taking turns kissing us and feeling us up. This was more fun and more interesting than any of the other games we'd played. Things were heating up nicely and I do mean we were all getting hot! It got so that not only wasn't I selfconscious about kissing him in her presence, I didn't care that she was right on the other side of the couch. I told you our kissing is no joke. Alyssa wasn't left out though, she kissed his neck and ear while rubbing him through his pants. Victor got to feeling my breasts and lifted my sweater up to suck on my nipple and I didn't care about her seeing that either. Then he suggested we go into the bedroom. I'm not sure if it was because I was more comfortable with them that time or because I was just so aroused, but I agreed. Besides, the time of month wouldn't allow me to watch them have sex this time. When we got in the room Victor, the leader (in case you hadn't figured that out), told us girls to take our tops off. I was somewhat hesitant, but the pros definitely outweighed the cons and my sweater and bra were off in seconds. So was Alyssa's and Victor took his shirt off too. We climbed into bed, me on his right and she on his left. He rolled over and started kissing Alyssa again. I leaned up on my elbow to watch. Things were a little blurry as I'd taken off my glasses once we got in bed. But it was still something to see. He licked her breasts and sucked on her nipples, she told him to bite them. He did so and you could see the pleasure written across her face. (You could also hear it in her moans- she's a very vocal gal.) Victor turned back to me, pushed me down and laid siege on my mouth. Mmm...He made a path of small kisses down my neck onto my chest. He licked my nipple, and around the areola. Then he looked at me, before biting my breast. He remembered how I'd liked it the last time. The pain tingle felt soo good.

I looked at Alyssa to see how she was taking things. She had never seen him at play with another woman before, but it was one of her fantasies. I hoped it was everything she expected. She looked interested, but I was still kinda shy and looked away. He swapped again, licked her up, and came back to me once more. Then he asked me " You want me to eat you out?", and turned to Alyssa " you wanna watch me eat her?" I was still debating whether or not I was bold enough to let him when she said "Sure, why not? It's not like I can get any action right now." I bit my lip, as I considered it.

Meeting Alyssa (continued)

2007-02-23T22:18:00.003-05:00

Think you know what Victor wanted? I don't know your guess, but I knew...he wanted to kiss me. While his girlfriend was in the same room, while she was servicing him! I didn't consciously think about it just then, but the idea of it turned me on, at least a little. So I got closer and leaned into the kiss. It was a titillating experience. Alyssa watched us kiss as she continued the blow job. With either hand, Victor felt us up. Then he told Alyssa to take off her top. Slowly she rose and complied with his request, taking off her top and bra. They began to kiss and I moved back slightly to watch better and distance myself a little.

Things started getting hotter and Victor asked if I wanted to watch them have sex. I was intrigued and nervous and a whole bunch of stuff was going through my head. But that didn't stop me from nodding. They went back to kissing and fondling each other. Then he asked if I wanted to go into the bedroom with them. That was a bit too much for me. I guess I felt the living room was safer. I don't know... It was a lot to process at once. I thought I would just be meeting Alyssa tonight, not jumping right into the things we spoke about in our chats. It was a little overwhelming I guess, so I said I'd rather stay where we were. That was fine with them. They finished disrobing and Alyssa began riding Victor, facing the TV, which they'd already turned to a spice channel. Sex everywhere! I was in shock and awe and aroused and slightly embarrassed too.

A couple of times I turned my eyes away but they have this mirrored wall off to the side so wherever I looked there was sex. And from the sounds of it (the real couple, not the TV) it was good. Victor rubbed her back and enjoyed himself then motioned me over to him again. A few seconds later, we were once again kissing. I was kissing a man while he was having sex with his girlfriend. It was so crazy. One thought was running through my head, " How in the world did I get here?" It was almost like an out of body experience, like I was asking myself "Is this really happening?" Well, it really was happening. Right there, in their living room, on the couch, next to me. And I had a (small) part in it. Who'd have thought it? Not me. They continued to sex, changing positions. She turned around and rode him. He got up and arranged her on the couch and did it doggy style. All while I sat there and watched...and occasionally kissed him. Alyssa seemed to be really enjoying herself and her moans became louder and more frequent. Victor looked over at me and smiled while thrusting into her. It was so intense.

Seconds later Alyssa came, loudly. She made sex sound like the first bite of that double chocolate cake you'd been craving all day. I didn't know how it felt, but if I took cues from her, it was darn good. Things calmed down after this and they put their clothing back on. Victor asked if I was ok. I said I was even though all those thoughts were racing around my head. It was time for me to go so the two of them walked me to the door. Victor gave me a peck on the lips and I said goodbye to Alyssa. I'm sure I had this silly grin on my face as I rode the train. I had this hot secret that kept coming to mind. Snippets of it here and there would pop up, and I would smile or giggle. It was just too crazy to comprehend. And too much to keep to myself...And that's why you get to read all about it now...lol. I didn't know what would happen next with Victor and his girlfriend, but whatever was going down, I couldn't wait.

Meeting Alyssa

2007-02-21T13:04:00.003-05:00

The most hectic time of year rolled around and the preparations and gatherings kept us all pretty busy. So we made plans to meet up after things calmed down. A few days into the new year, Victor and I met up once again after I got off work. This time he gave me a nice massage and followed it up with kisses up and down my back. I loved it. He took his time exploring my body, finding which areas were most sensitive. When he got to my neck I got goose bumps all over. That is my spot! After discovering that, he stayed there for a while, kissing licking, sucking and biting. It was so erotic. I didn't even realize how much I liked being nibbled there. Victor turned me over and began the same technique on my breasts. I found out I liked having them bitten as well but a little harder than usual. The slight sense of pain enlivens my senses. We didn't use any toys that day, our hands and mouths were enough.

Victor went down on me and feasted for a long while. I'm not sure who enjoyed it more, him or me. After that he once again embedded himself a short way into me. It hurt a little but I dealt with it because I knew it gave him pleasure. I liked that I could get him so turned on. Kinda gave me a little power trip. We grooved like that for a short bit, then engaged in kiss fest. I think it's one of the things he and I do best. Short and sweet, long and wet, tangled tongues tantalizing each other, it's pretty awesome. But it gets us both hot so we had to stop for a bit and calm down. Alyssa would be home soon and we had to finish up. Victor fed me dinner and we sat down to watch some TV while we waited.

A short while later, a key turned in the door and Victor got up to greet her with a kiss. After taking her coat off and getting settled she came out to the living room. Victor introduced us and I have to say it was nice to be able to put a face to the name. She seemed nice, sweet like... well, basically not like someone you would picture being at a sex party. Looks can really be deceiving. Then again, I look like the little innocent so I don't have much room to talk. You probably wouldn't know it from the uh, activities I write about, but I can be somewhat shy at times. That night was definitely one of them. I mean I wasn't sure where I stood exactly. Here I was in the home of this woman and her boyfriend, who happens to be my friend, that I mess around with. Crazy, right? So imagine how I felt. Alyssa seemed cool and maybe somewhat reserved as well at this first meeting. Victor did most of the talking until we all got a little more comfortable in each other's company.

The three of us watched TV and made small talk, Victor sitting between us females. Then out of the blue he said "I'm a little horny, I wanna play". He addressed this to Alyssa who said "what?" and giggled. "Daria wants to watch us," he said. Alyssa smiled and softly giggled again. It was a kind of surpising for both of us but she got over her nerves and proceeded to take him out of his pants and fondle him. Then she got down and licked all around his cock. She began sucking him and he looked over at me. Victor asked if I was ok with what was going on and I let him know I was. Meanwhile, on the inside I was squirming! He went back to watching Alyssa pleasure him. Then he looked at me again and motioned for me to get closer to him. I knew what he wanted, but was I bold enough to do it?

Voyeuristic Tendencies

2007-02-20T21:51:00.003-05:00

Victor and I speak online almost everyday. We had a lot to talk about after my last visit. Victor told me about what he and Alyssa did later that night. She didn't believe he had been inside me. She found out for herself when she began licking his cock. After a couple of licks she looked at him, smiled and called him a bad boy. Then she proceeded to suck him off. I thought that was so hot. Her "tasting" me turned Victor on and me as well when he told me. In our following chats we also talked about things we could do the next time. Showers, massages, just exploring each others bodies.

These talks went on for days and then weeks because it was a while before I actually saw him again. More than once he mentioned Alyssa. "She's curious to meet you" Victor told me, "and I think she might wanna see us mess around". That said, I was kinda taken aback. She sounded like a nice person and I was warming to the idea of meeting her. I mean it was the least I could do, she was kind enough to share her boyfriend with me. But to have her watch he and I in intimate play? I couldn't see it happening. I just wouldn't feel comfortable being naked in a room with another female. Not only that but the thought of Alyssa watching me with her boyfriend just felt funny. So I put that thought on the back burner. Did I mention I loved my chats with Victor? They kept me hot when we couldn't see each other, not as great as being with him but not a bad substitute.

A couple of months had gone by, and Victor mentioned Alyssa wanting to meet me again. Before I could tell him that I would, he said "you could even watch us have sex if you want". I definitely didn't see that coming and I was dazed for a minute. Wow... I knew they had a healthy and somewhat unorthodox sex life. He had told me they'd gone to a sex party before. I didn't know the details so now I asked him. He told me it was nice. At first they just took things in and observed but they got comfortable enough to have sex in front of others. That is daring! Hot, and definitely bold! I had thought about watching people have sex in person. I mean who doesn't after seeing porn? And now the possibility, the opportunity was right there. Would I take him up on it? Should I?... How could I not!!! I was so intrigued by it that it became the basis of most of our chats until our next meeting. I let him know I was ready to meet Alyssa and we made tentative plans for me to one day watch them in action. I could hardly wait...

Kinky Adventures

2007-02-20T18:08:00.003-05:00

I know what you're thinking- this girl is lying. She knows she is not a virgin and if she is how is she doing all this stuff? Well I am a virgin. I have never FULLY participated in the act of intercourse. Now I have done some of everything else. Like what, you ask? Well there's oral sex of course, which most women (myself included) love receiving and some love giving. I've given it and can't say I love it but have enjoyed doing it for a select number of guys. There's the good old-fashioned handjob, and showering with a guy, now that's fun. I even tried anal sex once but we didn't get far. I don't think that's for me. I know, I know you're like how has she done all these things and not had sex? Well it was pretty simple. First off my judgment's pretty good so I usually pick decent guys to chill with. Secondly I tell them from the beginning that I'm a virgin and I'll play but I have no intentions of going all the way and they respect that. Now I have had a couple of close calls. I've been penetrated but for some reason I always stop right there. It just never felt right. I didn't actually want to have sex with that person, at that particular moment. And I didn't. So while I've definitely broadened my sexual education I've held on to my virginity...

And that's how Victor came to be inserting his cock into me at this particular point. And if felt good up to an extent, that's when I had to tell him to ease back. But he made good use of the space I allowed him inside me. When I got too sore we stopped. Then he mentioned playing with something I had never thought to use. I'd never had thoughts of it at all. Nipple clamps... yes nipple clamps. He asked if I wanted to let him use them on me. I was interested and said yeah. So he took out a chain that actually had 3 clamps on it (I'll let you guess what the 3rd one was for). Victor attached these rubber tips to my nipples. He tightened them and adjusted acoording to my pleasure/pain level. Then he started gently pulling the chain away from my body. Talk about new experiences! I'd had my nipples sucked and pulled and bitten, but it was nothing like this. It was intense and the slight pain added to it. What's that saying - you learn something new everyday? That day, I learned I like nipple clamps. And whose clamps were these? None other than the infamous Alyssa....well since I was the other woman maybe that made me the infamous one... hmm... Well we played with the clamps for a few minutes and realized it was getting a little late. I had to be heading home.

Neither of us came but we both had a lot of fun. As I was getting dressed he mentioned something about his girlfriend. He said she was really cool and I should meet her. I wasn't sure how I felt about that so I declined. At the door he kissed me one more time, and we said goodnight. As I walked to the train station I thought "why would I want to meet her?" I mean sure she was letting her boyfriend and I have this time together and that was cool of her but to meet her? I didn't know about that...

Phone Sex?

2007-02-20T09:38:00.004-05:00

Alyssa - now she gave me something to consider. It was never my goal to be someone's woman on the side. But seeing as how she knew about me did that make me one? It was a tad bit confusing because when I went home that day Victor and I knew we'd be seeing more of each other. Him being so close and all I couldn't resist coming to see him. But I asked him several times "are you sure she's ok with me being here?" To which he said "She knows and its fine. She'd just rather me be up-front and honest with her about everything". And he was telling the truth, I'd heard him talking to her on the phone while I was there. What I didn't know at the time was that she didn't believe he'd do anything with me. Little did she know, we had a good time getting reacquainted. I promised to come back and see him soon.

A few weeks went by before I kept that promise. Things felt easier this time around, none of that awkwardness, you know. It was still a little hard to believe I was hanging out with him after not seeing each other for so many years. So we had to time to make up for. And boy did we ever try! Things started off quietly, like the previous time. This time I was coming from work and was a little tired so Victor let me catch a quick nap. Isn't he sweet? I woke up to him climbing into bed with me to cuddle. That felt soo nice. We kissed softly and snuggled together. Then the kisses started getting deeper and more passionate. I love the way he kisses, its almost like making love with our mouths. By this time we wanted to feel skin on skin. I took his shirt off and he took off mine and my bra. Isn't that one of the best feelings in the world? Warm smooth skin rubbing against soft supple skin. There's nothing like it. And so we kissed and touched, he moved his kisses further down my body. My breasts loved the attention he gave them. Then he asked "Do you want me to eat you out?" For some reason I was a little reluctant. Maybe because a few hours had passed between my morning shower and the time we were in bed. So I was unsure. Guess who decided to call my cell phone at that exact moment... none other than my mom!

I had to take it cause I'd been expecting her call. So I answered and while I was talking Victor kindly continued his caresses. I was distracted and he used that to relieve me of my panties. I was replying to something my mother said and the next thing I knew Victor was licking around my clit! This was soo indecent! I must have hurried my mom off the phone after that, I don't even remember the rest of the conversation. Victor had this little smirk on his face. I just looked at him and couldn't help smiling as I said "you are not right". But his tongue was in the right spot now so I let him finish what he started. Mmm... there's nothing like that either! Then he crawled up to me and gave me an ardent kiss, stronger than the earlier ones. He was so turned on, as was I. We played some more, me fondling his cock and him placing it inside me. He didn't push all the way in though. Um I think I forgot to mention one other thing. Victor knew my sexual secrets and the things I like, but he also knew something really important... like the fact that despite my mini adventures with men, I was still a virgin. Hard to believe I know, but true.

Our Second Rendezvous

2007-02-19T14:42:00.003-05:00

It was a Friday afternoon and I was on my way home from a doctor's appointment. I stopped to get something to eat and checked my phone to see who was online. Victor was on so I hit him up. We chatted while I ate and I mentioned it would be nice to see him after all this time. He said "come on over" to which I asked "are you serious?" He said he was and gave me directions. It took about 2 seconds for me to decide I would go. I let my roommate know I wasn't coming straight home and hopped on the train. I got there in under 30 minutes. His new apartment was a lot closer to where I lived.

Less than an hour after chatting on instant messenger I was looking at the friend I hadn't seen in over four years. It was so good to see him. We gave each other a big hug. Victor showed me around his place, a roomy one bedroom apartment. And we sat and talked a bit before he let me play his X-box 360. For those of you who don't know, that game system is hot. I could see myself with one and I don't game that much, but getting back to that day... I played until I lost and when I asked him to go back and start it over he looked at me and said sure but I'd have to pay him with a kiss. I had no problem with this except... did I forget to mention Victor now has a girlfriend, who lives with him? - one who I knew about and who presumably knew about me. I didn't say anything, I just indulged myself in the kiss, which was as great as I remembered. I just didn't see that coming, although maybe I should have, knowing Victor. He loves to kiss so that didn't shock me but I didn't see it coming because I knew he had a girlfriend and all. I thought I would just come by and see how he was doing after all these years. Victor told me he'd told his girlfriend, Alyssa, about me. He told her I was coming over and that he still wanted to mess around with me. I was amazed by the openness and the type of relationship they had. But maybe I shouldn't have been because Victor had always had a freaky side to him (no telling what all the 2 of them got into!). That's one of the reasons I love talking with him. So his girlfriend knew I was there and could guess what was going on. Hey, it worked for them so I didn't knock it. In fact I enjoyed my time with him, especially when we found ourselves in his bedroom. Kissing led to touching, which led to shirts coming off. Victor said he loved my breasts and showed them lots of attention, after making my bra disappear. Lots of kissing and licking, rubbing and sucking.

We took pleasure in getting reacquainted with each other that day. But we didn't go very far as I was still feeling a little I don't know...what's the word for how you feel after a doctor's appointment? Icky? Well not exactly but I'm sure you get the drift. Plus I still was a little unsure of things because of the other person in the picture now- Alyssa.

Why'd We Wait So Long to Reconnect and Rekindle?

2007-02-16T10:16:00.002-05:00

I'm not sure exactly why I didn't see Victor throughout those years. We did keep in touch though. I loved our conversations. He could be a little preachy at times, but I think most guys can get that way about one subject or other. I loved that I could talk to him about whatever I wanted and he'd listen without judging. Plus he always gave me a good perspective on whatever guy(s) I was currently dealing with. He'd always ask "So how're the boys?". At the time, the trip to his place took over 90 minutes but I'm not sure that was the reason we didn't see each other, either. He even offered to take me out to eat and to shows and things. Looking back I gotta ask myself, what was wrong with me? All I can say for myself is that I was young and dumb and I kept getting caught up in the wrong guys. Of course they seemed right at the time, but you know what they say about hindsight. As for Victor, here was a great guy who was willing to wine and dine me AND we had good chemistry. But I didn't think it would go beyond just being playmates. I was looking to be in a serious relationship with someone and I didn't think I could with him. He was more about serious fun. And he knew my background and all my sexual secrets. I felt like I needed to start with someone new. I guess that might have been the main reason why I didn't see Victor again for so long. Also, I enjoyed our online and phone friendship and didn't see a real need to change things. I do regret not taking him up on those offers because we can't go back and he's not able to offer me the same things now. But I am soo glad we remained friends. Because little did I know but the next time we saw each other would lead to the start of some rather interesting encounters, and this time I was ready for some of that serious fun...

Victor in the Flesh

2007-02-15T09:52:00.004-05:00

Actually, Victor wasn't the only guy I was getting acquainted with at the time. And so by the time I decided to meet him, he wasn't the one to introduce me to oral sex. I had made no promises to either guy but hey when a guy is begging you to let him eat you out would you say no? I don't think so. So Antonio was the 1st guy to perform oral sex on me. But getting back to Victor... I liked him and decided I did wanna see him in person. So one summer day I hopped on the train and went to his place. He was exactly what I expected, except maybe just a little shorter. But he was great and he made me feel comfortable right off the bat. And his body, mmm... he was cut up, ripped in all the right places including a 6pack. I really loved his pecs. After I got over my shyness we had a lot of fun that day. He was a great kisser and he devoted a lot of time to exploring my body. And when it came to cunnilingus, well lets just say if it was a contest he'd win hands (or should I say tongues) down. Guess there was something to be said for the years he had on me (he had told me his real age by then). I went home that day enlightened. You know I kept in touch with him. So why didn't I see him again for more than 4 years? That's a good question...

Chatroom Meeting

2007-02-14T11:26:00.003-05:00

It all started around 5 years ago. I was 19, and he was older. He told me he was 23. Little did I know he was actually 27. It was pretty innocent at first. We met in a chat room (I know, who uses those things anymore?) and he seemed like a cool guy. So we kept in touch. We spoke almost daily for a couple of months, and you know how it is online, sex always comes up. We probably even talked about it that first night. Not that I had much to tell because I was so inexperienced. I'd only kissed one guy by then. But we talked about what could and would happen when I was ready. I could tell he knew a lot about sex. He was so open about it and not vulgar like most of the guys online. So we chatted and got to know each other and even exchanged phone numbers. I think what drew me to him was the fact that he was easy to talk to and fun too. Plus it didn't hurt that he was a sexy Latino. I also think my innocence was a turn on and a challenge for him. I knew the question was coming... when are we gonna meet in person? But I held off for a while. I was too nervous...what if he turned out to be different in person? what if he was really a jerk? and did he really wanna do the things we talked about online? (well I knew the answer to the last one). He wanted to be the 1st guy to eat me out, he said as much a few times. Would I let him?