Monday, April 16, 2007

Are You Serious? Toying With my Virginity

Victor of course, wanted to explore this new territory. But before this would happen something very big would happen. Can you guess? In case you can't it begins with an S and ends with an X. I'd waited more than 24 years and didn't to wait anymore. I had never thought Victor would be my first but once I decided I was happy with my choice. I know, it's not very romantic choosing a date, and person for your first time. But I was gonna have sex with someone I liked a lot, had chemistry with and more importantly trusted. I got more and more anxious and excited as the date drew closer.

And finally the day dawned...I acted calm but inside I was a bunch of nerves. I called Victor in the morning to confirm I would be coming over later that day. Do you know what he said? "Uh, today may not be so good. The building's having a plumbing problem and all the water is shut off. We'll have to make plans for another day". My jaw almost dropped, I was in shock. I thought 'he has to be making this up'. "Are you serious?" I asked. He wasn't making it up and I was horribly disappointed. I was soo looking forward to this I didn't want to wait a whole week longer. Victor tried to make me feel ok about it. He didn't want to wait another week either. I was home from work that day and talked with him online throughout the day. He was still having plumbing issues and I was still bummed. The thing was, even if the water eventually came back on I had an evening class to get to, so my time with Victor would be limited. Victor kept me updated on changes and early in the afternoon said the water was slowly coming back on. Hope was creeping back, but I didn't wanna get shot down so I didn't let them get too high. We continued to chat...well I continued to pout. Around 2 o'clock Victor told me he was leaving the computer to get a snack and kinda threw in the fact that the water had come back on. I was not letting him get away with that!

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