The First Time... the loss of my virginity, yes!

Did he seriously try to just slide that information into the conversation?As anxious as I was for my first time! I didn't excuse him to get up and get coffee I reconfirmed what he's just told me and he said yeah the water is back on. "I still want to come over" I told him. "Then come on". He didn't have to tell me twice and within 10 or 15 minutes I was out the door. I was anxious, excited, and somewhat nervous. I mean this was a big step, but I had decided I did not want to wait any longer. I had done just about everything else, I may as well do the deed. Plus I had chosen to have my friend, someone I really trusted, introduce me to the pleasures of sex.

He opened the door all calm, like this was just another day. Things started out like our usual sessions. A little kiss by the door, a drink and small talk. Victor asked "So, are you ready?" while rubbing my thigh. "Yes," I replied, and we kissed again and took it into the bedroom. After undressing, Victor slowly opened my thighs and began kissing them. He licked the spot where my thigh connects to my groin. Then he licked his way up my slit. Opening my lips with his tongue, he added more moisture to the slickness already there. Sucking on my clit, he got me even more excited. He kissed his way up my body. After a brief pause to caress my nipples with his tongue, Victor kissed me and looked me in the eye. Lining his cock up to my opening he asked me again, "You ready?". I nodded and slowly, he pushed into me. He didn't stop this time and went all the way in. There was some discomfort, but nothing too bad. Still, for some reason I almost had the urge to cry. I guess it was lost innocence or some other sentimentality. "Are you ok? Vic asked. I said yeah and kissed him.

I guess it was the acknowledgment of the true loss of my virginity. Knowing that there was no going back and the end of one era of my life. I was finally doing the do!

A big smile crossed my face then. At 25, I was finally finding out what all the talk was about. And it was NICE! Victor took his time initiating me into the act of lovemaking. Then as we both grew more comfortable with his complete entry into my body we learned each other's rhythm. I loved it when he went deep. I'm not one to cum easily and this didn't change with the new activities. Once he started going deeper and harder that really got me going. It felt sooo good. Victor was getting really hot too. He pumped a few more times before lodging deep inside me and groaning as he came. We stayed that way for a minute before he rolled over. My legs wouldn't stop shaking. I was tingling all over. We rolled into our sides and cuddled for a while. Sigh...

My first time having sex was great. I really enjoyed myself and I was glad I'd experienced it with my good friend. I didn't have any regrets. Well except maybe waiting so long. But I definitely planned to make up for lost time...

Are You Serious? Toying With my Virginity

Victor of course, wanted to explore this new territory. But before this would happen something very big would happen. Can you guess? In case you can't it begins with an S and ends with an X. I'd waited more than 24 years and didn't to wait anymore. I had never thought Victor would be my first but once I decided I was happy with my choice. I know, it's not very romantic choosing a date, and person for your first time. But I was gonna have sex with someone I liked a lot, had chemistry with and more importantly trusted. I got more and more anxious and excited as the date drew closer.

And finally the day dawned...I acted calm but inside I was a bunch of nerves. I called Victor in the morning to confirm I would be coming over later that day. Do you know what he said? "Uh, today may not be so good. The building's having a plumbing problem and all the water is shut off. We'll have to make plans for another day". My jaw almost dropped, I was in shock. I thought 'he has to be making this up'. "Are you serious?" I asked. He wasn't making it up and I was horribly disappointed. I was soo looking forward to this I didn't want to wait a whole week longer. Victor tried to make me feel ok about it. He didn't want to wait another week either. I was home from work that day and talked with him online throughout the day. He was still having plumbing issues and I was still bummed. The thing was, even if the water eventually came back on I had an evening class to get to, so my time with Victor would be limited. Victor kept me updated on changes and early in the afternoon said the water was slowly coming back on. Hope was creeping back, but I didn't wanna get shot down so I didn't let them get too high. We continued to chat...well I continued to pout. Around 2 o'clock Victor told me he was leaving the computer to get a snack and kinda threw in the fact that the water had come back on. I was not letting him get away with that!

Kisses, Licks and Sucks

Well, we were waiting for a Alyssa to get home. Victor and I had eaten dinner and were watching TV, when the keys turned in the door. He rose to meet her with a kiss and she called out a greeting to me. I answered her and smiled. This is such a weird situation, was running through my head. But they were cool with it and I was becoming more used to the idea. Alyssa settled in, ate her dinner, and we all watched some more TV. As we sat, laughed, and chatted I got even more comfortable being with them as a couple. Talking with Alyssa was easier now; I had overcome a lot of my shyness.

We all seemed to be enjoying this relaxed atmosphere when someone, you can guess who, had to go charge things up again. He's always wanting to "play". He asked me if I wanted to watch them have sex again. Think I was gonna say no? Of course not, so into the bedroom we all went. I sat on the edge of the bed watching as they undressed. "Why don't you join us," Alyssa asked me. I wasn't sure if I wanted to, it was getting a little late and I'd have to take off all these layers of clothes (this was in February). But as I sat and watched, I couldn't just be an observer, Victor wouldn't let me. He was taking turns kissing the two of us and feeling us up. I wanted to feel it better so I took off my top. Much better... So he continued to kiss and lick our breasts in turn. He climbed atop Alyssa and began moving back and forth slowly. He picked up speed and she started moaning louder. Then...he stopped, just like that. She groaned and smacked him on the leg. Obviously he halted her orgasm. I'd be upset too. Victor just smiled and kissed her before turning back to me to kiss and fondle me some more. He cajoled me into removing the rest of my clothing, although by then he didn't have to try too hard. The candles were once again flickering as Victor took turns eating us out. He would spend a few minutes licking, nibbling and sucking away down there and stop to go back to the other girl. Neither of us had any complaints.

He moved back up to my breasts as Alyssa stepped out of the room a for a minute. "If she'll do it, would you let Alyssa suck your nipple," Victor asked. Well that came out of the blue! I was like uh, well... "She won't do it," I replied. "But if she would, would you let her?" I shrugged my shoulders. I figured there's really nothing to worry about because she wouldn't do anything like that. Both she and I are strictly about the male. I felt a little weird even accidentally bumping into each other while naked. But it was unavoidable with all 3 of us in their queen size bed, so I got over it. When Alyssa came back in the room Victor said "Daria wants you to suck her breast,". I looked at him and sputtered. "I did not say that!" quickly shot out of my mouth. He laughed, "would you?" he requested of Alyssa. She kinda giggled and said "I don't know". Victor went back to kissing my neck and breasts for a minute. "C'mon. She said it's ok, right" he said this looking at me. Again I shrugged. Alyssa came closer to my left side. She got really close and started giggling again. "You first," she said to Vic. I think a light bulb or buzzing went off in my head at that moment. I was thinking oh shoot she's gonna do it! Victor licked around my right areola and looked over at Alyssa. I looked at him as he started sucking my nipple and I felt her mouth close over my other nipple! Oh my...wow! This was an incredible feeling, having both breasts sucked at once. It felt soo good. I glanced at her once but I was too shy and looked over to Vic. He had this kind of satisfied look in his eyes as he bit my nipple. The two of them kept it up for about 2 minutes, then Victor looked at me and asked how I felt. I liked it and I let them know. He gave me a hard kiss before pushing Alyssa onto her back for some more sex. This time he went full out and soon she came with loud, high moans. He grunted then pulled out and came on her stomach. The end of another enlightening encounter. Talk about smiles and giggles on the way home. Those prior feelings of disbelief and giddiness were nothing compared to the way I felt after that night.

Showers of Kisses

It's been a while, I know...but I've been just a little busy lately. I left off wondering what would happen the next time I hung out with Victor and possibly Alyssa too. I'll tell you that last redezvous was hot but it wouldn't stop there. Of course I continued to "talk" to Victor online, almost daily. Our conversations became more in depth compared to...well compared to the last 5 years of our talks. But it was definitely understandable, our friendship had become more "hands -on". Alyssa seemed like a cool chick too. I mean how many people do you know who'd let his or her partner mess around with someone else, AND be willing to watch and get involved? Not many I bet. I was on a high for a bit after that. Who'd of thought I would be so willing to step out of my box? With Victor and I talking almost non-stop you know we had to make plans for the next time. In my line of work, my schedule can change from week to week. So we decided to hang out one Wednesday I didn't have to go in. I came over early in the afternoon and Victor met me at the door with his customary kiss hello. He and I watched a little T.V. and had a drink.

"Let's take that shower," Victor said, referring to one of our conversations. That was a great idea, so about 8 minutes later I joined him in the shower stall. It was a little different for me as I'm used to the showerhead over the bathtub, not one aiming straight down on you. Took a little getting used to but Victor made sure I enjoyed it. First we kissed and kissed under the water, while rubbing each other down. Is there anything like the sensation of wet skin rubbing together? I'm almost positive it's a unique experience. Then he and I took the soap and began lathering each other up. He spent a lot of time on my breasts. I took my time smoothing my hands down his chest until I reached his cock. It got harder as I rubbed him from base to tip. We finished washing and rinsing off in a hurry. Victor was ready to move on and I was right behind him. In the bedroom he spread a towel on the bed for me to lay my still damp body across. Victor then proceeded to massage my body oil into my skin. He did a very thorough job; beginning with my legs and feet he worked his way up my body, turning me over to apply the oil to my back and my backside. I could get so used to this, I thought. He turned me over once again to massage my shoulders, arms and last but not least, my breasts. Of course that led to more kissing, one of our favorite things. We kissed and talked and cuddled for a bit. It was relaxing just to lay there with him like that. We stayed like that for a while, then began kissing again - short sweet kisses, nibbles and mind-numbing, tongue-tangling passionate kisses. Those kisses led to more aggressive fondling and Victor eventually worked his way downtown.

But because we had spent so much time in the shower and just lazing away he didn't have much time to devote to it. Alyssa would be home soon so we had to pull ourselves together. It was cool though, I enjoy our time together, whatever we do.

Game Day, Sex Play with Him and Her, continued...

That was some decision to make. Do I remain reserved and miss out on a hot tongue lashing with the added thrill of being watched? Or do I go for it? He asked me again and before I could give myself time to think about it... I said yes!! Wasn't I becoming the adventurous one. But I wasn't so adventurous as to do it in bright light so I asked them to dim the light. They turned it off and lit a few candles. Sweet of them, right? Yeah right, we all had our own reasons for wanting this, so it wasn't much for them to comply to that simple request.

Still I was a little nervous. I know Alyssa had no problem getting naked with me there. She'd done so that first night we met. But whenever I had envisioned sex play with more than one person, the 3rd person was always another guy. I never thought I'd feel comfortable naked in front of another woman. But I got over it fast as Victor took off the rest of our clothes. Alyssa remained topless. I actually didn't feel too conspicuous or anything. Didn't feel exactly normal, but my awareness was intensified and that was cool. Victor went back to kissing my breasts and started a path down my stomach. He spread my legs and kissed the inside of my thigh, from my knee down to my pelvis. He did the same on the other side. Alyssa sat and watched as he placed a small kiss right above my clit. Then he kissed around the lips and slid his tongue inside to open me up.

Mmm... The first lick always sends a chill up my spine. He continued licking around slowly. From between my legs he looked up at me, then at Alyssa. I glanced over at her too. She had this small smile on her face. Then she went behind Victor and began her own licking. He gave a muffled moan as she licked and sucked his balls. In my mind I was back to that thought this is crazy, how did I get into this situation? But I was also thinking this is some hot stuff. Victor continued licking me and sucking on my clit for a while. Alyssa went back and forth between sucking him and watching us. He stopped and nibbled on her right breast before kissing her.

"I want you to guide me into her," he told her. So Alyssa took hold of his cock and pressed it against me. She rubbed the head against my clit. That felt soo good. She did that a few more times before sticking him in me. Victor took over and pressed inside a little more. "Tell me when to stop," he said. I always let him know where my limit was and he slid out and slowly came back in. He did this several times. Then he slid all the way out and looked at Alyssa, who then knelt down and took him in her mouth. Talk about hot!! I had seen her "taste" me on him before, but not directly after being inside me. I thought this woman is something else. Not only that, but you could see how much she loved his cock. That was a definite turn on for me. After a second, Victor pushed her back onto the bed and kissed her. He showered kisses over her breasts before nibbling and pulling on them. Then he turn to me. As her turn was over Alyssa went back to sucking him. Victor's mouth met mine and we made out, as his girlfriend took care of his hard on. As he licked my neck he began to groan and breathe harder. He took my mouth and kissed me hard, before pressing his face into my neck and grunting. Alyssa had finished him off and from the looks and sound of him it was a good orgasm. Afterward we lay back in the bed, she back on his left and I on his right. We curled into him and caressed his body with soft touches. I was extremely comfortable.

I went from not wanting to be nude in the presence of another woman, to not wanting to put my clothes back on. Well I don't like clothes much anyway but still it was kind of liberating lying there with the two of them like that. But eventually I did have to get up, dress and go. We said goodnight at the door again. I went home deep in thought. What would happen the next time?

Game Day, Sex Play with Him and Her

The activities of the night I met Alyssa were on constant replay in my head. It also didn't help that Victor and I talked about it in our online chats, too. He told me Alyssa enjoyed herself and liked watching Victor and I kiss. Once I got over the shock of it I realized I really enjoyed it. It was definitely a different, and enlightening experience. And intense, as I mentioned to Victor.

Through our discussions and because of the ease we felt with each other that night, I also realized I might come to like Alyssa. In a way I guess, before we had met I was just really nervous because it seemed she held all the cards. Not that she controlled Victor's actions but he took his cues from her. If she didn't feel comfortable letting him play with me in the 1st place we wouldn't even have been in this whole situation. Since she was cool with it, that was great but what if she hadn't liked me when we finally did meet? I was glad not to have to worry about those issues anymore. Cause not only did she think I was ok, but she felt comfortable enough to get naked and have sex in front of me. This made me feel better about the time I spent with Victor and gave me a sense that she and I could be cool.

A few times while chatting Victor would tell me something Alyssa said about that night or about me. I said she seemed cool and he wrote "she liked you, she thinks you're nice." It was an all around admiration society, lol. But this was cool and we made plans for the three of us to hang out together. We scheduled a game day, we'd all play a bunch of board and card games. So on a Saturday afternoon, a couple of weeks after that eventful night, I was headed over with a couple of my games and some brownies. When I first got there they were watching a crazy vampire movie. So I joined them on the couch. The film wasn't that great so we talked for a bit then went on to play some games. I won a couple rounds of a word game, then lost to Victor at Scrabble. The three of us ate dinner, had the brownies for dessert, and played a few more games. We also played with their X-box. I wasn't too great at it but we had fun.

They had put a television show on and a few minutes into it Victor decided he wanted to "play". He began taking turns kissing us and feeling us up. This was more fun and more interesting than any of the other games we'd played. Things were heating up nicely and I do mean we were all getting hot! It got so that not only wasn't I selfconscious about kissing him in her presence, I didn't care that she was right on the other side of the couch. I told you our kissing is no joke. Alyssa wasn't left out though, she kissed his neck and ear while rubbing him through his pants. Victor got to feeling my breasts and lifted my sweater up to suck on my nipple and I didn't care about her seeing that either. Then he suggested we go into the bedroom. I'm not sure if it was because I was more comfortable with them that time or because I was just so aroused, but I agreed. Besides, the time of month wouldn't allow me to watch them have sex this time. When we got in the room Victor, the leader (in case you hadn't figured that out), told us girls to take our tops off. I was somewhat hesitant, but the pros definitely outweighed the cons and my sweater and bra were off in seconds. So was Alyssa's and Victor took his shirt off too. We climbed into bed, me on his right and she on his left. He rolled over and started kissing Alyssa again. I leaned up on my elbow to watch. Things were a little blurry as I'd taken off my glasses once we got in bed. But it was still something to see. He licked her breasts and sucked on her nipples, she told him to bite them. He did so and you could see the pleasure written across her face. (You could also hear it in her moans- she's a very vocal gal.) Victor turned back to me, pushed me down and laid siege on my mouth. Mmm...He made a path of small kisses down my neck onto my chest. He licked my nipple, and around the areola. Then he looked at me, before biting my breast. He remembered how I'd liked it the last time. The pain tingle felt soo good.

I looked at Alyssa to see how she was taking things. She had never seen him at play with another woman before, but it was one of her fantasies. I hoped it was everything she expected. She looked interested, but I was still kinda shy and looked away. He swapped again, licked her up, and came back to me once more. Then he asked me " You want me to eat you out?", and turned to Alyssa " you wanna watch me eat her?" I was still debating whether or not I was bold enough to let him when she said "Sure, why not? It's not like I can get any action right now." I bit my lip, as I considered it.

Meeting Alyssa (continued)

Think you know what Victor wanted? I don't know your guess, but I knew...he wanted to kiss me. While his girlfriend was in the same room, while she was servicing him! I didn't consciously think about it just then, but the idea of it turned me on, at least a little. So I got closer and leaned into the kiss. It was a titillating experience. Alyssa watched us kiss as she continued the blow job. With either hand, Victor felt us up. Then he told Alyssa to take off her top. Slowly she rose and complied with his request, taking off her top and bra. They began to kiss and I moved back slightly to watch better and distance myself a little.

Things started getting hotter and Victor asked if I wanted to watch them have sex. I was intrigued and nervous and a whole bunch of stuff was going through my head. But that didn't stop me from nodding. They went back to kissing and fondling each other. Then he asked if I wanted to go into the bedroom with them. That was a bit too much for me. I guess I felt the living room was safer. I don't know... It was a lot to process at once. I thought I would just be meeting Alyssa tonight, not jumping right into the things we spoke about in our chats. It was a little overwhelming I guess, so I said I'd rather stay where we were. That was fine with them. They finished disrobing and Alyssa began riding Victor, facing the TV, which they'd already turned to a spice channel. Sex everywhere! I was in shock and awe and aroused and slightly embarrassed too.

A couple of times I turned my eyes away but they have this mirrored wall off to the side so wherever I looked there was sex. And from the sounds of it (the real couple, not the TV) it was good. Victor rubbed her back and enjoyed himself then motioned me over to him again. A few seconds later, we were once again kissing. I was kissing a man while he was having sex with his girlfriend. It was so crazy. One thought was running through my head, " How in the world did I get here?" It was almost like an out of body experience, like I was asking myself "Is this really happening?" Well, it really was happening. Right there, in their living room, on the couch, next to me. And I had a (small) part in it. Who'd have thought it? Not me. They continued to sex, changing positions. She turned around and rode him. He got up and arranged her on the couch and did it doggy style. All while I sat there and watched...and occasionally kissed him. Alyssa seemed to be really enjoying herself and her moans became louder and more frequent. Victor looked over at me and smiled while thrusting into her. It was so intense.

Seconds later Alyssa came, loudly. She made sex sound like the first bite of that double chocolate cake you'd been craving all day. I didn't know how it felt, but if I took cues from her, it was darn good. Things calmed down after this and they put their clothing back on. Victor asked if I was ok. I said I was even though all those thoughts were racing around my head. It was time for me to go so the two of them walked me to the door. Victor gave me a peck on the lips and I said goodbye to Alyssa. I'm sure I had this silly grin on my face as I rode the train. I had this hot secret that kept coming to mind. Snippets of it here and there would pop up, and I would smile or giggle. It was just too crazy to comprehend. And too much to keep to myself...And that's why you get to read all about it now...lol. I didn't know what would happen next with Victor and his girlfriend, but whatever was going down, I couldn't wait.

Meeting Alyssa

The most hectic time of year rolled around and the preparations and gatherings kept us all pretty busy. So we made plans to meet up after things calmed down. A few days into the new year, Victor and I met up once again after I got off work. This time he gave me a nice massage and followed it up with kisses up and down my back. I loved it. He took his time exploring my body, finding which areas were most sensitive. When he got to my neck I got goose bumps all over. That is my spot! After discovering that, he stayed there for a while, kissing licking, sucking and biting. It was so erotic. I didn't even realize how much I liked being nibbled there. Victor turned me over and began the same technique on my breasts. I found out I liked having them bitten as well but a little harder than usual. The slight sense of pain enlivens my senses. We didn't use any toys that day, our hands and mouths were enough.

Victor went down on me and feasted for a long while. I'm not sure who enjoyed it more, him or me. After that he once again embedded himself a short way into me. It hurt a little but I dealt with it because I knew it gave him pleasure. I liked that I could get him so turned on. Kinda gave me a little power trip. We grooved like that for a short bit, then engaged in kiss fest. I think it's one of the things he and I do best. Short and sweet, long and wet, tangled tongues tantalizing each other, it's pretty awesome. But it gets us both hot so we had to stop for a bit and calm down. Alyssa would be home soon and we had to finish up. Victor fed me dinner and we sat down to watch some TV while we waited.

A short while later, a key turned in the door and Victor got up to greet her with a kiss. After taking her coat off and getting settled she came out to the living room. Victor introduced us and I have to say it was nice to be able to put a face to the name. She seemed nice, sweet like... well, basically not like someone you would picture being at a sex party. Looks can really be deceiving. Then again, I look like the little innocent so I don't have much room to talk. You probably wouldn't know it from the uh, activities I write about, but I can be somewhat shy at times. That night was definitely one of them. I mean I wasn't sure where I stood exactly. Here I was in the home of this woman and her boyfriend, who happens to be my friend, that I mess around with. Crazy, right? So imagine how I felt. Alyssa seemed cool and maybe somewhat reserved as well at this first meeting. Victor did most of the talking until we all got a little more comfortable in each other's company.

The three of us watched TV and made small talk, Victor sitting between us females. Then out of the blue he said "I'm a little horny, I wanna play". He addressed this to Alyssa who said "what?" and giggled. "Daria wants to watch us," he said. Alyssa smiled and softly giggled again. It was a kind of surpising for both of us but she got over her nerves and proceeded to take him out of his pants and fondle him. Then she got down and licked all around his cock. She began sucking him and he looked over at me. Victor asked if I was ok with what was going on and I let him know I was. Meanwhile, on the inside I was squirming! He went back to watching Alyssa pleasure him. Then he looked at me again and motioned for me to get closer to him. I knew what he wanted, but was I bold enough to do it?

Voyeuristic Tendencies

Victor and I speak online almost everyday. We had a lot to talk about after my last visit. Victor told me about what he and Alyssa did later that night. She didn't believe he had been inside me. She found out for herself when she began licking his cock. After a couple of licks she looked at him, smiled and called him a bad boy. Then she proceeded to suck him off. I thought that was so hot. Her "tasting" me turned Victor on and me as well when he told me. In our following chats we also talked about things we could do the next time. Showers, massages, just exploring each others bodies.

These talks went on for days and then weeks because it was a while before I actually saw him again. More than once he mentioned Alyssa. "She's curious to meet you" Victor told me, "and I think she might wanna see us mess around". That said, I was kinda taken aback. She sounded like a nice person and I was warming to the idea of meeting her. I mean it was the least I could do, she was kind enough to share her boyfriend with me. But to have her watch he and I in intimate play? I couldn't see it happening. I just wouldn't feel comfortable being naked in a room with another female. Not only that but the thought of Alyssa watching me with her boyfriend just felt funny. So I put that thought on the back burner. Did I mention I loved my chats with Victor? They kept me hot when we couldn't see each other, not as great as being with him but not a bad substitute.

A couple of months had gone by, and Victor mentioned Alyssa wanting to meet me again. Before I could tell him that I would, he said "you could even watch us have sex if you want". I definitely didn't see that coming and I was dazed for a minute. Wow... I knew they had a healthy and somewhat unorthodox sex life. He had told me they'd gone to a sex party before. I didn't know the details so now I asked him. He told me it was nice. At first they just took things in and observed but they got comfortable enough to have sex in front of others. That is daring! Hot, and definitely bold! I had thought about watching people have sex in person. I mean who doesn't after seeing porn? And now the possibility, the opportunity was right there. Would I take him up on it? Should I?... How could I not!!! I was so intrigued by it that it became the basis of most of our chats until our next meeting. I let him know I was ready to meet Alyssa and we made tentative plans for me to one day watch them in action. I could hardly wait...

Kinky Adventures

I know what you're thinking- this girl is lying. She knows she is not a virgin and if she is how is she doing all this stuff? Well I am a virgin. I have never FULLY participated in the act of intercourse. Now I have done some of everything else. Like what, you ask? Well there's oral sex of course, which most women (myself included) love receiving and some love giving. I've given it and can't say I love it but have enjoyed doing it for a select number of guys. There's the good old-fashioned handjob, and showering with a guy, now that's fun. I even tried anal sex once but we didn't get far. I don't think that's for me. I know, I know you're like how has she done all these things and not had sex? Well it was pretty simple. First off my judgment's pretty good so I usually pick decent guys to chill with. Secondly I tell them from the beginning that I'm a virgin and I'll play but I have no intentions of going all the way and they respect that. Now I have had a couple of close calls. I've been penetrated but for some reason I always stop right there. It just never felt right. I didn't actually want to have sex with that person, at that particular moment. And I didn't. So while I've definitely broadened my sexual education I've held on to my virginity...

And that's how Victor came to be inserting his cock into me at this particular point. And if felt good up to an extent, that's when I had to tell him to ease back. But he made good use of the space I allowed him inside me. When I got too sore we stopped. Then he mentioned playing with something I had never thought to use. I'd never had thoughts of it at all. Nipple clamps... yes nipple clamps. He asked if I wanted to let him use them on me. I was interested and said yeah. So he took out a chain that actually had 3 clamps on it (I'll let you guess what the 3rd one was for). Victor attached these rubber tips to my nipples. He tightened them and adjusted acoording to my pleasure/pain level. Then he started gently pulling the chain away from my body. Talk about new experiences! I'd had my nipples sucked and pulled and bitten, but it was nothing like this. It was intense and the slight pain added to it. What's that saying - you learn something new everyday? That day, I learned I like nipple clamps. And whose clamps were these? None other than the infamous Alyssa....well since I was the other woman maybe that made me the infamous one... hmm... Well we played with the clamps for a few minutes and realized it was getting a little late. I had to be heading home.

Neither of us came but we both had a lot of fun. As I was getting dressed he mentioned something about his girlfriend. He said she was really cool and I should meet her. I wasn't sure how I felt about that so I declined. At the door he kissed me one more time, and we said goodnight. As I walked to the train station I thought "why would I want to meet her?" I mean sure she was letting her boyfriend and I have this time together and that was cool of her but to meet her? I didn't know about that...

Phone Sex?

Alyssa - now she gave me something to consider. It was never my goal to be someone's woman on the side. But seeing as how she knew about me did that make me one? It was a tad bit confusing because when I went home that day Victor and I knew we'd be seeing more of each other. Him being so close and all I couldn't resist coming to see him. But I asked him several times "are you sure she's ok with me being here?" To which he said "She knows and its fine. She'd just rather me be up-front and honest with her about everything". And he was telling the truth, I'd heard him talking to her on the phone while I was there. What I didn't know at the time was that she didn't believe he'd do anything with me. Little did she know, we had a good time getting reacquainted. I promised to come back and see him soon.

A few weeks went by before I kept that promise. Things felt easier this time around, none of that awkwardness, you know. It was still a little hard to believe I was hanging out with him after not seeing each other for so many years. So we had to time to make up for. And boy did we ever try! Things started off quietly, like the previous time. This time I was coming from work and was a little tired so Victor let me catch a quick nap. Isn't he sweet? I woke up to him climbing into bed with me to cuddle. That felt soo nice. We kissed softly and snuggled together. Then the kisses started getting deeper and more passionate. I love the way he kisses, its almost like making love with our mouths. By this time we wanted to feel skin on skin. I took his shirt off and he took off mine and my bra. Isn't that one of the best feelings in the world? Warm smooth skin rubbing against soft supple skin. There's nothing like it. And so we kissed and touched, he moved his kisses further down my body. My breasts loved the attention he gave them. Then he asked "Do you want me to eat you out?" For some reason I was a little reluctant. Maybe because a few hours had passed between my morning shower and the time we were in bed. So I was unsure. Guess who decided to call my cell phone at that exact moment... none other than my mom!

I had to take it cause I'd been expecting her call. So I answered and while I was talking Victor kindly continued his caresses. I was distracted and he used that to relieve me of my panties. I was replying to something my mother said and the next thing I knew Victor was licking around my clit! This was soo indecent! I must have hurried my mom off the phone after that, I don't even remember the rest of the conversation. Victor had this little smirk on his face. I just looked at him and couldn't help smiling as I said "you are not right". But his tongue was in the right spot now so I let him finish what he started. Mmm... there's nothing like that either! Then he crawled up to me and gave me an ardent kiss, stronger than the earlier ones. He was so turned on, as was I. We played some more, me fondling his cock and him placing it inside me. He didn't push all the way in though. Um I think I forgot to mention one other thing. Victor knew my sexual secrets and the things I like, but he also knew something really important... like the fact that despite my mini adventures with men, I was still a virgin. Hard to believe I know, but true.

Our Second Rendezvous

It was a Friday afternoon and I was on my way home from a doctor's appointment. I stopped to get something to eat and checked my phone to see who was online. Victor was on so I hit him up. We chatted while I ate and I mentioned it would be nice to see him after all this time. He said "come on over" to which I asked "are you serious?" He said he was and gave me directions. It took about 2 seconds for me to decide I would go. I let my roommate know I wasn't coming straight home and hopped on the train. I got there in under 30 minutes. His new apartment was a lot closer to where I lived.

Less than an hour after chatting on instant messenger I was looking at the friend I hadn't seen in over four years. It was so good to see him. We gave each other a big hug. Victor showed me around his place, a roomy one bedroom apartment. And we sat and talked a bit before he let me play his X-box 360. For those of you who don't know, that game system is hot. I could see myself with one and I don't game that much, but getting back to that day... I played until I lost and when I asked him to go back and start it over he looked at me and said sure but I'd have to pay him with a kiss. I had no problem with this except... did I forget to mention Victor now has a girlfriend, who lives with him? - one who I knew about and who presumably knew about me. I didn't say anything, I just indulged myself in the kiss, which was as great as I remembered. I just didn't see that coming, although maybe I should have, knowing Victor. He loves to kiss so that didn't shock me but I didn't see it coming because I knew he had a girlfriend and all. I thought I would just come by and see how he was doing after all these years. Victor told me he'd told his girlfriend, Alyssa, about me. He told her I was coming over and that he still wanted to mess around with me. I was amazed by the openness and the type of relationship they had. But maybe I shouldn't have been because Victor had always had a freaky side to him (no telling what all the 2 of them got into!). That's one of the reasons I love talking with him. So his girlfriend knew I was there and could guess what was going on. Hey, it worked for them so I didn't knock it. In fact I enjoyed my time with him, especially when we found ourselves in his bedroom. Kissing led to touching, which led to shirts coming off. Victor said he loved my breasts and showed them lots of attention, after making my bra disappear. Lots of kissing and licking, rubbing and sucking.

We took pleasure in getting reacquainted with each other that day. But we didn't go very far as I was still feeling a little I don't know...what's the word for how you feel after a doctor's appointment? Icky? Well not exactly but I'm sure you get the drift. Plus I still was a little unsure of things because of the other person in the picture now- Alyssa.

Why'd We Wait So Long to Reconnect and Rekindle?

I'm not sure exactly why I didn't see Victor throughout those years. We did keep in touch though. I loved our conversations. He could be a little preachy at times, but I think most guys can get that way about one subject or other. I loved that I could talk to him about whatever I wanted and he'd listen without judging. Plus he always gave me a good perspective on whatever guy(s) I was currently dealing with. He'd always ask "So how're the boys?". At the time, the trip to his place took over 90 minutes but I'm not sure that was the reason we didn't see each other, either. He even offered to take me out to eat and to shows and things. Looking back I gotta ask myself, what was wrong with me? All I can say for myself is that I was young and dumb and I kept getting caught up in the wrong guys. Of course they seemed right at the time, but you know what they say about hindsight. As for Victor, here was a great guy who was willing to wine and dine me AND we had good chemistry. But I didn't think it would go beyond just being playmates. I was looking to be in a serious relationship with someone and I didn't think I could with him. He was more about serious fun. And he knew my background and all my sexual secrets. I felt like I needed to start with someone new. I guess that might have been the main reason why I didn't see Victor again for so long. Also, I enjoyed our online and phone friendship and didn't see a real need to change things. I do regret not taking him up on those offers because we can't go back and he's not able to offer me the same things now. But I am soo glad we remained friends. Because little did I know but the next time we saw each other would lead to the start of some rather interesting encounters, and this time I was ready for some of that serious fun...

Victor in the Flesh

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Chatroom Meeting

It all started around 5 years ago. I was 19, and he was older. He told me he was 23. Little did I know he was actually 27. It was pretty innocent at first. We met in a chat room (I know, who uses those things anymore?) and he seemed like a cool guy. So we kept in touch. We spoke almost daily for a couple of months, and you know how it is online, sex always comes up. We probably even talked about it that first night. Not that I had much to tell because I was so inexperienced. I'd only kissed one guy by then. But we talked about what could and would happen when I was ready. I could tell he knew a lot about sex. He was so open about it and not vulgar like most of the guys online. So we chatted and got to know each other and even exchanged phone numbers. I think what drew me to him was the fact that he was easy to talk to and fun too. Plus it didn't hurt that he was a sexy Latino. I also think my innocence was a turn on and a challenge for him. I knew the question was coming... when are we gonna meet in person? But I held off for a while. I was too nervous...what if he turned out to be different in person? what if he was really a jerk? and did he really wanna do the things we talked about online? (well I knew the answer to the last one). He wanted to be the 1st guy to eat me out, he said as much a few times. Would I let him?